wished smone had the ability to see right through me.
and sincerly ask if i'm okay.
ps.
what you see if not entirely what you get.
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Sunday, October 21, 2007
This whole week has been great.
despite whatever has happened.
mon went town with fit,ras,mad,aisyah n nad.
tues and wed was work.
fun.
(:
thurs was out rayer-ing with the family.
fri was out rayer-ing with the guys.
sat was with the esss.
plus char's chalet.
and sun was work again
so these were the ladies that came along on fri.
while these were the guys.
we had 1 7 seater car.
while these were the guys.
we had 1 7 seater car.plus 6 bikes.
which was fun lah.
cant be bothered to update so detail.
kalau nk bacer aisyah nyer blog eh.
lol.
sat was out with esss.
then jar picked me up and i got changed.
met up with the guys.
then headed to char's chalet at pasir ris.
haha.
had fun though.
and we came home close to 1 pm today.
i've not yet gotten enough sleep.
and werk is just 2 hrs away.
gosh
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Timetables are out.
dammit.
i haTe sch.
Lol.
they say u'll nvr know until u try.
once in a while,
we have to break out of our shell.
you'll just never know things might just get better.
:)
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Rayer this year wasnt all that much.
but it was still okay lah.
wasnt really looking forward to it as much actually.
bec i thought that the clothings were'nt really that great
but it turn out just fine.
we had lesser houses to visit.
lesser packets collected.
lesser semangat to go around.
lol.
well here's a little sneak of what happened yesterday.
lol.
till then.
i cnt wait for the 20th.
lol.
(:
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Yes finally after days of rotting at home.
met my dearest alijah and headed to bugis.
find what we needed then decided to break fast together.
its been so long since i last met her.
she's been truly missed.
:)
headed to geylang afterwards to meet the guys.
headed to geylang afterwards to meet the guys.plenty were there.
plus sheena and char and her grp of frens.
char and her friends went off first.
then we took off to meet fit.
we being mad,an,rais,jar,me n sheena.
then we walked around,bumped into ppl,
bought food then slack b4 catching the last train hm.
went and play with "bungapi" at the bbcourt.
lol.
then evryone headed home.
:)
today went to accompany smone got cut his hair.
haha.
they were so many ppl so we had to wait for quite sometime.
then decided not to pay his bike money
and instead went home to break fast.
and yes!
it came just few mins b4 time,
so i had to skip!
i almost had achieve a whole mth of fasting but too bad.
at least i only missed 2 days.
:)
oh well.
till then.
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
i chopped off my hair.
and its freakin short!
lalalalalalala~
Monday, October 08, 2007
it feels so unachievable,
so unreachable.
so near yet so far.
its only the first step.
and i almost fall.
sigh.
Saturday, October 06, 2007
too much time have got me thinking.
what is love?
and do i really know whether its there or not.
be it with family.
or friends.
or even guys.
nad have been the greatest to me.
i've been at my lowest point.
and she still here despite having her own probs.
i love her.
thats for sure.
my parents have been more stern and strict with me.
and i love it.
at least its clearer to see that .
they love me.
lol.
and my maid has been more then just a maid to me.
a great friend indeed.
after being with a couple of guys during these past 5 years.
made me feel so many different ways.
not knowing which one is love.
or if they were just puppy love.
or infactuation.
but be it whatever i felt.
i always do get hurt in the end.
these past few days.
or weeks.
i've been on a roller coster feeling.
it changes in a blink of an eye.
and it gets me confuse.
these past few days.
the only reason i look forward to tmrw is bec of you.
but you wont even know.
the heart always wants what it wants.
but its just scary to let someone in again.
even though you loved him.
or maybe still do.
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
i always never make it on time.
even with sch.
sigh.
these past few days have been hectic.
be it with sch results.
be it with work.
be it with the guys.
be it with him.
the enitre day yesterday was pretty much spent at home.
didnt really feel well.
maybe was still in state of shock.
the day before.
i accompanied jar to get his new box.
then headed to lido to meet the rest.
but as usual being them,
they came late.
so me n jar had to break fast first.
after eating we walked around town.
they took bus home.
later on that nite,
we headed to changi.
kecoh sia.
i dont know how to write these down with werds,
when i saw an flung out from his bike.
sempat buat klaka lagi.
ish.
went cgh after that.
but the funny part was.
we squeezed 7 ppl in a car!
a 5 seater car.
lol.
and what's worst was that there was a road block.
lol.
but we managed to escape.
bec there were some ppl who ran away from their vehicle.
lol.
what a day.
oh well.
i dont want to work anymore.
sigh.
can i get a new job?
fasting month is so ending soon.
so fast.
then it come rayer.
which means that sch is reopening soon.
sigh.