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Monday, December 31, 2007


whatever happens happens
when was it again that i last updated?
okay.
been really busy during the holidays.
working in 2 places.

so on the eve and on my bdae i worked!
lol.
double pay punyer pasal.
on the eve,
i went home from work,
got a suprised from my sis,maid n nad.
and yes.
the bf.
they got me a choc truffle cake.
and my sis baked me something.
lol.

on the bdae itself after werk,
bf treat me to fish n co.
(:

went batam for 2 days the next day
had fun there too.
and it makes me realise that i love spore.
lol.

went to changi beach on 24.
with bf.
(:

watched alvin n the chipmunk on 26 with the fam.

the rest of the days are spent at work.

werking at gv has been fun.
thanks to naim.
lol

while werking at bugis has been fun too.

speaking of birthdays.
january is coming.
new year is coming.

i got a pillow from nad.
a huge teddy bear from bf.
a wallet and hp pouch from samsul.
a new hp from parents.
money from harry.
erm. what else?

oh!
and i was touched by the bdae msgs.
from syahiid to samsul to alijah.
to dinie and nana.
even rais!
(:

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i'm just so sorie
that i neglect you while i'm werking.
its only for the holidays.
i hope u can understand.
cos i'm gg to get super busy once the school starts.
and i wont have time to work.
and where does my money come from?

i hate the way you keep saying that it going to happen.
its like as though u really want it to.
miss you when you are gone?
i will.

you should know by now,
how i feel.
and never doubt that nothing changed.
i've got nothing else to say.

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Tuesday, December 18, 2007

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its like you have an intense control over me.
over what i do.
over what i feel.
over what i think.
but the funny thing is that,
its all just me.

i hate it.
it not making things much easier.

i feel so drained.
and super duper down.
i need a hug.
n a footrub.
sigh.

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i nvr thought tt a bf would be so essential in life.
but there you go again.
proving me wrong.

Monday was spent werking.
which was fun.
lol.

Sunday too.
Bf picked me up after work at bugis
with his frens.

Sat was working too.
like i'm becoming a workaholic.
lol.
was suppose to end at 12 but
get to go home at 10

Fri was out to town with the bf and his frens.
i'm not sure why.
but i love it when he asked me out with his frens.
makes u feel not neglected.
lol.

i'm working again today.
n on wed.
n on thur.
n on fri.
n on sun.
hahahahaha.

oh.
n baba got me a new phone.
:D

psst. 2 more days.
(:

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Sunday, December 16, 2007


For a minute,
i actually wished that rain droplets were cash instead of water.
so tt bf doesnt have to work extra hard for more money.
sigh.
:(

so many full shifts.
Please dont be tired on the 20th.

its hard to get things done,
when you're the only thing on my mind.
you've been missed.
so much more then you know.
now i'll only look forward to nights.
cos tts the only time i could meet you.

imy.
ALOT.

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Friday, December 14, 2007


I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you

I'm a puzzle yes indeed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the pile
And yet, you see the picture clear as day

[chorus:]
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you

I neglect you when I'm working
When I need attention I tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfection
And you see past all that
I'm a peasant by some standards
But in your eyes I'm a queen
You see potential in all my flaws
And that's exactly what I mean

I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you


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Wednesday, December 12, 2007


the bf has been running in my mind the whole night.
he's very much missed.
he's been very busy this past few days.
busy with his sch.
busy with his work.
and by the time the night comes,
he'll be tired.
sigh.

its okay.
i'll have you all to myself tmrw.
(:

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one paper gone.
one more in 2 hrs time.
2 more in the next few days.
wireless was a pain in the you know where.
i need all the luck i can get.



monday was the first day at bugis.
bumped into sue and pi at the mrt otw to work.
bf sent me to bugis before heading to work.
how sweet.
how was bugis?
erm.
well,
lets give that place another chance shall we?



he msged me when he was otw to work.
it was so sweet lah.
i didnt leave you okay?



what day isit today?
8 more days.
and 12 more days too.
(:


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Sunday, December 09, 2007

term test is on its way.
2 days time.
4 papers.
then 2 weeks of lalala~
which includes the guys chalet.
work.
batam.
nad.
and definetely the love.
(:

i havent studied.
and i'm working on monday.
damn.
i'm so not confident in wireless lah!
wish me luck lah can?

so i didnt come to sch for 3 days.
lol.
thurs was pretty much spent with love at mac.
with his frens.
kusyuk oii mai main psp.
and i got so addicted to tt block game la!
thanks eh. thanks.

friday was spent at hm.
n badminton at nite while love was working.

today went town with nad.
in HEELS.
lol!
then fetched him.
walk2 here and there.
my legs were freaking tired lah.
(:

its been at least 2 weeks.
and its amazing,
how ppl cn get on ur nerve.
i know its in our nature.
that most ppl assume stuffs.
so let me assure you.
that i did not leave anyone in order to be with him.
neither did he steal me away from anyone.
the past decided to leave.
so just let it be.
whatever happens,happens.
no regrets.
and i'm glad it did.
or i'll miss the chance to be with someone as great as you.



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Thursday, December 06, 2007

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i'm not sure if i'm transparent.
or if words are scribbled all over my face and body.

i hate it when you can see right through me.
reading me just like the pages of a book.
and then i cant lie.
or at least i tried.
but nvr seem to pull it through.
as always.

always remember,
it takes 2 hands to clap.
i cant manage on my own.

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Monday, December 03, 2007


Am suppose to be ins sch now.
but the nose just wont stop bleeding.
another mc needed.
sigh.


like i say.
i always wonder why ppl love weekends.
now i'm one of them.


on friday,
i was spoiled-rotten by the bf.
yes.
i was so pampered.
everything i want i got.
lol.
(:
its been a while hasnt it.
but we cant do this everytime ey.
it wont feel the same later.
hehs.


the day started out with school.
and the amazing part was.
i attended all 3 lectures!
haha!
my frens were damn shock as well lah
lol.
plus the last lecture was 2 hours somemore.
but was fun lah.
headed hm with seri.
she got what she needed then we split.

headed to kfc to eat!
then to town to catch enchanted.
walked around cineleasure to get my bag.
but in the end,
bf got me something else.
awwww.
that was so nice of him lah.
i know tt the thing was damn ex lah.
but its the thought that counts right?
thats even sweeter.
ly!
back to enchanted.
yes the show was nice!
and it left me smiling through out the whole night.


headed to nydc.
for what?
cos bf wanted to get me a slice of boo2 lah!
cos i was yearning for it for at least a week!
(:
that was even nicer lah of him!
then we met up with his frens at city hall b4 heading back to tamp.


saturday i had to follow the family to the beach.
had fun there.
then dad send me to work.
while the bf was werking full shift.


and come sunday,
it was my turn.
and it was the last day i'm working with him b4 heading to bugis.

you know.
sometimes,
like every other human.
i have qns.
i have doubts.
but every little thing u do washes them away.
like how you want me to be there when u're with ur frens.
like when you held my hands or even kissed me infront of them.
like how you replied to what your friend said about you and me.
like how you dont mind spending the nite with me even if you know,
your're gonna get tired tmrw.
like when you always offer to pay for things we buy.
not minding to spent ur money on me
even though you're saving tt much money for something else.
or like how you even followed me to the movies,
not knowing what the story was about.
like how u'll know tt u'll forget dates
but find ways to remember them.
like the way you msged the day i didnt give you a mornin msg.
and even during tt time when i didnt replied.

ah damn.
my nose has been bleeding for the past 1 hour.
i can make a pool of blood with it!
lol.
sigh.

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Saturday, December 01, 2007

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and its definately the best feeling in the world.
thanks love!
(:

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