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Friday, February 27, 2009

This week was extraordinary.
literally.
it was my first week of sch.
and for the 1st time,
i'll admit that i love school.
honest!

monday was the 1st day of sch.
and i didnt imagine that my class would
consist of many amazing people.
the first friend i made was jess from manchester.
there was also vannessa from brazil.
some where from china,msia,vietnam,idonesia.
and so much more.
its actually 2 classes combines together,
one being those who had started few mths earlier,
taking their pc level bec they didnt met the requirements.
and the other, which is my class,
being those who managed to skip this level.
so as you can see,
those who have started earlier already knew each other more
than the other class.
but after a few days of school,
everything became much better.

so school ended on monday.
met up with yum and hafiz.
then yum treated us to dinner at pizza hut!
hehe.

tuesday was the 15th.
bf and i had dinner at the manhattan fish market.
then met up with the rest for sheesha at arab st.
we slacked at labrador park after that.

wed was to work after school.
working with su is fun somehow.

thur was to courts with my mum and dad.
and guess what?
they got me a laptop.
i wanted to pay half the price.
but they insisted i didnt.
so yah.
(:
we fetched amira from sch.
and the rest of the night was just spent talking.

today was 6 hours of sch.
and it was so fun,
i didnt even realise time flew.
sch ended then we, being me,wani,james,luqman,adin and ayie,
headed to little india to have our dinner.
then we went to mustafa centre.
by the time it was 9 so we head back home.

i managed to get myself to sch the whole wk.
and even better,
i was not late at all.
major improvement!
hahahaha.

assignments were already handed out to us.
i'd better get going.
i hate leaving it hanging on my mind for long.

full shift tmrw.
lol.
i need money yo.

and alijah sayang ku,
sorry k abt tadi.
aku make it up to kau asap.
xoxo.
(:

at 11:52 PM

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

15 months is long time for me to think about why i love you.
and its not for the reasons i first assumed.
bec u swam in d space below my heart.
or bec u stanched d youth i was bleeding out daily.
or bec 1 day u might take care of me when i couldnt take care of myself.
love is not an equation.
it is not a contract and its not a happy ending.
it is the slate under the chalk and the ground buildings rise from .
and the oxygen in the air.
it is the place i come back to.
no matter where i've been headed.
i love you.
bec you were the 1 relationship i never had to earn.
you arrived in this world loving me more,
even when i did not deserve it.
cheers to our 15th love.
(:

at 12:00 AM

Sunday, February 22, 2009

i've been doing tremendously well.
and i'm pretty much contented with my life now.
its been so long since i've felt this way.
i've got the best bf who knows how to treat and respect me well.
i've got the best group of girls i can relate openly to.
i've got the best group of guys who i can laugh with and make a fool out of ourselves.
i've got the best job where i can enjoy yet earn money at the same time.
i've got the best parents who's always supporting me and pushing me to do my best.
and now,
i've got a school to attend too.
what more could an ordinary girl ask for?

been spending most of the days with the guys.
wed was supposed to attend my etrail in the evenin but ended up
at vivo with yahya and hafiz.
we stayed till 11 before heading off to nas's hs.
then to met yum.
had our late dinner at jalan kayu.

thurs was even better.
had the best morning at cdc.
(:
met nad for awhile.
its been so long you know.
headed to work aft that.
do i still have to repeat how fun work is for me these days?

fri was work again.
its been so long since there was a long q.
and damn its great!
met up with yum,hafiz,syafuq,yahya and clown after work.
we went to bencoolen for supper.
then to henderson wave.
laughed and laughed over the stupidest shit.
hahaha.
we tried to start all our helmets together.
and yes we did.
hahaha.
and yes i was home late again.
had few hours of sleep.

went to my sch today,.
open house babe.
and i tell you.
there was this dance comp.
kecoh lah sey.
other than that,
i was quite satisfied and contented with what i saw.
i cant wait.
went to spc to get bf's bike then to vivo.
to get my stuffs.
i almost fell asleep on the way home.
hahahaha.

we make messes of our lives,
but every now and then,
we managed to do something thats exactly right.

you know,
honestly,
i've missed you.
but what diff does it makes.
who am i to you anyway.
you're doing just fine without me.

at 12:56 AM

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

i hardly had the oppurtinity to get a hold of my laptop.
so sorry girls for the late upload of pics.
its processing now.

so its been a week.
so lets start from last tues.

It was dad's bdae so we had dinner at pizza hut at bedok.

wed was finally back to work after few days of off.

thurs was to sentosa.
went to siloso.
we ate before we fully submerged ourselves in the sea.
we had some irrelevant conversations but it was nice.
so much for sunset eh korg.
we had the entire toilet to ourselves you see.
so everyone tunjuk belang eh.
lol.
nadine used excessive amount of shampoo.
lij kept soaping herself over and over again.
and i shall not mention what eek did.
lol.
we headed to banquet to eat then
went back home as it was getting late.

i was down with fever on fri.
had my first etrail test at 8am,
had breakfast.
accompanied bf to service his bike.
then rest the whole day.

sat was vday.
it didnt turn out as plan bec i was still sick.
so we just went out on a mini shopping spree.
i was spoiled rotten by bf that day.
he lets me buy anything i want.
and i mean literally.
so if you know me well,
you should have guess how much he used up his money on me.
and yes i do feel bad enough.
knowing he always get me gifts all the time.
even if there's no occasion to celebrate at all.
thank you dear.

i still had to work on sunday.
even though i was partially sick.
but i had loads of fun though.

yesterday i was still sick so i spent the whole afternoon sleeping.
met up with yum,fiz,yahya and syafiq at nite then
we headed to some coffeeshop to eat.
to barrage again later that night before heading home.
haha.
we talked,
played with lightsticks.
syafiq taught us some stupid trick that everyone was amazed with.
we reached home close to 5 since yum got offtrack.
TWICE!
hahahahaha.

so i'm off to work tonight.
finally i get a shift with eek after so long.
yaY!

at 3:53 PM

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

i finally had ample of time to surf the net throughly today.
acomplished what i had to do,
then decided to blog hopped.

why is it when a guy cheats, the girl gets the blame?
why is it when a girl makes a mistake, the guy cant seem to let it go?
but when the guy makes the mistake, the girl tends to forgive him?

i read my cousins blog,
where she cursed and swear this particular girl inside out.
but really,should she be doing that?
if it was the guy who actually decided to be with the other girl,
should she have blamed the guy instead?
do you get what i mean?
she even wants to get back with this guy
if in the end things dont go out well with the other girl.
and its quite sad to see how lowly she's treating herself.
i'm sure she deserves better.
i'm not pointing fingers here.
just stating my point of view.

but on the other hand,
there's another friend of mine.
who' ex bf is with another girl now,
and that girl claim that she stole this guy away from her.
"did i snatch your boyfriend?HAH"
honestly,the way she did phrase is pretty insulting.
but in this case,who's to blame?

people always judge.
you judge, i judge, everyone judges.
its human nature.
but i do believe its not your duty to attempt to change something that's merely impossible.
think about it.
insulting? quarelling?
where does it leads you too?
one with true strength and patience,
let karma takes it course.
if you get what i mean.

thats besides the point of my whole entry today.
lol.
today is dad's 48th bday.
and we were supposed to be on our way to johor by now.
but amira had choir till 7.
so there should be a change of plan.

yesterday,i met lij and we headed to bugis.
with the intention to cut her hair.
in the end we window shop.
and slacked at jco.
met bf and dinie roughly around 8 before heading to ljs to eat.
then off to marina barrage as it was lij's first visit there.

this week i finally get my days off.
to enjoy my last few weeks of holidays before school starts.
and yes i've received my timetable.
its pretty fine with me.
and i'm definately keyed up.

thurs will the going sentosa with the girls.
yay!
since finally, my pay's in!

and to dear mardy,
dont be upset that you cant spent vday with him.
everyday is vday when we're with our loved one.
(:

at 4:48 PM

Monday, February 09, 2009

i would have updated more but the internet connection is really testing my patience.

and i cant seem to upload the remaining pictures up on multiply too!

gggrrrr.

i'll be back.

at 2:34 AM

Thursday, February 05, 2009

Memory isnt something that stays with you all the times. It's a quantity that gets summoned or evoked or brought to mind. It gets carried to an arena for our viewing pleasure. By defination, then, there are times it must go missing. Or does it? - Jodi Picoult

at 3:37 AM

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

Love is the most dangerous craving of all, if you ask me. It turns us into people we aren't. It makes us feellike hell, and makes us walk on water. It ruins us for anything else. -Jodi Picoult.

at 2:56 PM

Monday, February 02, 2009

hello people!
the past weeks have been like a madhouse.
i've finally enrolled for car license.
my fam and i celebrated bro's 18 at hans river and marina barrage.
been working lots of shifts.
movies after movies.

i cant remember what i did during the cny days.
haha.
its only been a week.
yet still.

On wed,
eek, lij and nadine met me at bugis aft werk.
we ate at tong seng before heading to pasir ris.
we swing, bowl, then ate again at arnolds.
nadine joined us again after her date.