One day, it will be me.
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
i spent most of my time last week studying.
and what a huge relief now that exams are over.
anticipating the results though.
after exams on tues,
i had lunch with eugene, haikel and ayie at tamp s11.
and after exams on thurs,
i had lunch at pizza hut.
then met up with lisa at my bus stop b4 heading to tm to meet fathiah.
had my dinner at pizza hut again.
hahaha.
then din came.
we met farris with his new car then drove off to tamp mart mac.
found out it was closed so we head bac to big mac.
fai came aft that.
then came cavin.
it was a super fun reunion and wish to have plenty more.
i spent my weekends with the usual ppl.
sat was 12 hours of werk.
then to meet heykal and fami under his blk.
accompanied fami get his bike.
we met up with yan (not the bf) and his friends later.
then explored to some deserted place at changi.
which was fucking loaded with pathetic dogs!
haha.
then to some bridge where many ppl were fishing.
where we shared ghost stories and ended up scaring ourselves.
it was 7 by then and poor fami had some ns activation thingy and had to report to camp by 8.
so everyone literally rushed to send fami's bike back to the workshop.
then to send him home.
i got home close to 8 that day.
and with the lack of sleep,
i found out dad was admitted to hosp again.
so i went down to sgh to meet him.
he left his car at besok bec he wanted to go the market b4 he became breatheless.
so he me to bring it back.
by 9 yum came over to help me.
and the parking fee was at least $15 by then.
we went to fetched yahya and fiq aft that.
had supper at teh tarik.
then home.
in my dads car. haha.
(:
and today is the start of a new term.
and so the cycle will begin again.
last.
i finally managed to catch a movie aft so long.
and had a nice lunch with the bf.
we met diki and hafiz at macd aft that.
and got home at 12.
and i have got to catch up on some sleep.
i have sch tmrw.
hahahaha.
k bye.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Nobody wants to admit to this, but bad things will keep on happening. Maybe that's bec its all a chain, and a long time ago someone did the first bad thing, and that lead someone else to do another bad thing, and so on. You know, like that game that you whisper a sentence into someone's ear, and that person whispers it to someone else, and it all comes out wrong in the end. But then again, maybe bad things happen bec its the only way we can keep remembering what good is supposed to look like.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
for the past week,
i've been an emotional wreck.
but i guess god is fair.
one is never given more then they can handle.
and by the end of the week,
i feel much better already.
there were times when i know i couldnt talk to you.
bec i know you'll never get it.
and there were times that i dont see the point in trying anymore.
bec you pushed me too far.
and i cant turn to you when it all falls apart.
at times i didnt even know who to turn to.
lij have been bz.
and no i dont blame her.
she just took her first step into being an adult.
and really,
i'm very proud of who she is now.
and how far she have come along.
eek been buzy working too.
and i'm know she's going through a rough patch in life too.
and nadine's been there.
and i'm greatly thankful for that.
but then there are times that i rather clam it all up.
and just be alone.
i've kept myself buzy too.
to refrain myself from overthinking.
i spent most of my days outside even though it was my exam week.
i studied outside with the classmates at airport.
if not, with eugene at tamp int macd.
so i spent the last weekend studying.
and after 2 papers down,
i couldnt push myself to study for this weekend.
and guess what?
i came home the latest i've been since idk when.
haha.
i really needed it.
after the long week i've been through.
i finally met up with my babes aft 2 wks.
accompanied nadine to get her hair done.
ate.
they went shopping.
then we slacked to catch up on each other.
other then that,managed to meet up with the guys as well over the weekends.
what are the odds.
we got pulled over by the tp twice.
over 2 straight fridays.
hahaha.
yesterday was to henderson wave.
took some random rds.
then to mr teh.
we got home at 7am.
i dont wish to explain what happened last friday.
hahaha.
with few hrs of sleep,
we met up again.
and went public instead.
haha.
flyers.
simpang.
tamp.
simei.
pasir ris.
got home at 6am.
haha.
its been so long.
look at yan's act cute face. hahaha.
things got better btwn u and me.
and somehow,
it made me feel better.
i had a nice time chatting with you over the wk.
i'm really too lazy to organise this entry.
and i'm so sorry if its so messy.
i havent gotten any sleep yet.
and i've yet to study for my upcoming papers.
die!
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
i've decided to not make my blog private.
reason being that its super irritating to always have to login.
and i found out there's plenty of my friends who read my blog too.
i'm too lazy to invite too many people.
might as well make it not make it private.
haha.
okay.
its been a week.
wednesday
wednesday was to school.
met the guys bec they wanted to get their sticker done.
slacked at adam's corner aft that.
and i was sent home while they went around town.
bec i got ready to meet my classmates.
and off to clarke quay.
so many things happened that night.
i drank.
i danced.
i had laughed.
i had fun.
i left at 5.
got home and slept immediately.
thursday
with only few hours of sleep.
and a mini headache,
i made it to school.
which lasted about an hr.
lecturer gave us some exam tips.
went to catch friday the 13th at the cathay after school.
and at night,
met jina at my bustop.
then we head off to zai's place at elias green condo to meet the rest there.
soccer.
swimming.
very fluffy cats at zai's.
then to mr teh to slack.
zai send everyone home.
despite everyone staying far.
we went all over spore.
literally. haha.
hougang.
angmokio.
jurong.
bukit batok.
farrer park.
then back to tamp to send haikel then me.
oh and did i mention his car was super cool?
haha.
friday
spent my friday at work.
double pay.
yet super slack.
with staffs from the outlets that has closed.
super fun somehow.
(:
after work,
the guys wanted to go out.
and as usual,
while waiting for yum at the carpark.
he came in his parents car.
new one actually.
so yes.
finally everyone was in a car.
instead of the usual bikes.
al ameen.
ecp.
changi.
then to mr prata to meet the others for awhile.
then home.
saturday
afternoon spent sleeping.
nights spent working.
and again to mr prata bec rahmat had something for everyone.
sunday
went swimming after so long.
with the little sealion.
ate at secret recipe aft that.
was super tired.
yet i manage to disciplined myself to study abit at night.
monday
i spent the afternoon mugging.
then to airport at night to study with zai and haikel.
didnt want to miss the last bus.
then eugene called me and asked me to go study with him.
at 12am in the morn!
haha.
so we met up with him under my block.
then to macd.
went home aft that.
tuesday
plans to meet up with the babes got cancelled.
instead i visit my dad at cgh.
tell you.
its damn troublesome just to get a few min to spent with my dad.
they only allowed 1 person per patient.
and they're very strict abt it.
i left around 7 bec his friends came.
and off to the airport.
to meet the rest there.
studied again.
the same thing happened.
eugene called me.
meet him around the area.
macd.
zai and haikel went off bec they couldnt afford to miss their soccer.
eugene and me stayed till 2.
then he went off with his friends.
while i went off to bencoolen bec a bunch of fanatic friends of mine,
wanted to catch soccer too!
them being rahmat,mamat, heykal, khai and a friend of theirs.
it was raining.
and i'm amazed with what soccer fans would do for soccer!
we went to geylang to get a men's bf aft that.
and nearly died of heart attack.
everyone dispersed.
and met at pasir ris.
in like super top speed.
haha.
then got home close to 6am.
i'm meeting the classmates again later to study.
at the airport again.
haha.
and i very happy with my studying progress.
oh.
and the classmates too.
i never had friends who i could have done this with.
(:
and i'm too lazy to upload pixs here.
all in multiply.