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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Happy 19th bdae my crazy fren!.
nyehhe.
hope your day was a blast.
and yes.
sorie i HAD to lie okay.
i made up to you for tt didnt i?
happy being 19 then.
few more weeks leh hurray2 kan.
mentang2 mak nk g india.
lol.
but aniway.
hope you did like the suprise lah.
especially for the only malay fren in class.
haha.
tanpa kau dlm kelas,aku tk tahu ape lah aku nk buat.
:)

aku tahu kau ngh bacer nie samir.
jadi ringan kan lah tgn tag aku eh gile.
thanks!
:)

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Tuesday, January 30, 2007


The weekends just zoomed by.
So fast.
but indeed it was a fantastic one.
spent time with the loved ones.
:)
*feeling loved*
on the friday.
after sch.
me & bf went east coast.
Rollerblading!
like i've been wanting to do tt.
and we finally did it.
10 mths later.
lol!
at night met up with mad and shahryl.

on saturday.
went out with none other then nana!
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Went shopping at far east.
with nad too.
got myself 2 pairs of clothes.
3 boxers.
1 belt.
lalalala.
:)

after which met the bf then headed to east coast again.
to meet an,fit,zap and lin.
bla3

sunday.
went out with the lovely ppl.
me &amp; ain & ali. nyehehe.
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watched ghost tunnel.
or something like tt lah.
funny sey.
haha.
met the beloved manager.
she treat me to 2 tixs.
love her lahh.
:)

oh well.
now the fun is over.
3 more weeks to main exams.
like what idah always says.
CHET!
XD

btw,
DIE JANE! DIE! HAHA

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Saturday, January 27, 2007


i'm very feckless.
feeling very contented today.
:)

i'm not really sure why.
maybe i had a good time today.
or i've nothing much in my mind.
and the weekends are here!!
at least a break.
and i'm sure its gonna be an enjoyable one.
:)

to encaPsulate(too much oop) what has happened this week.
XD
this week i didnt miss sch for at least a day.
proud at least i'm slowly achieving something.
Well like in psychology.
they always say one's behaviour is affected by thier environment.
and so,
my environment in sch has become very downright.
thanks to..
yeay.sch has been nice to me eversince they
bombard us with major amount of stress on projs,
labtests and quizes.
plus the upcoming end of sem exams.

other then sch.
frens?
loving every one of them right now.
maybe i'm feeling this way bec of them.

monday was the 22nd.
spent almost the whole day with the bf.
it was our special date aniway.

tuesday went polar with idah and mais.
was doing *stuffs* for smone.
and it was the beloved bro's bdae so
met up with mom after tt to get his cake.
bf came over to celebrate too.
cos mum said so.

wednesday was sofia's bdae next.
gave her a card.
hope she liked it.
had a tiff with the bf.
met idah at coffeebean.
and again she saved my day.
:)
thanks love.

yesterday?
met idah.
took 23 with mais and her guys too.
so they went starbucks.
while me n idah met nad to go get samir's stuffs.
after which i went home to study.
it was ain's bdae next.
lolx.

today went sch had labtest.
so we ended early so me,samir n juliana was planin to do our proj.
idah tagged along.
and yes.
we.
camwhores.
lolx!
then we went for lecture.
which we didnt concentrate.
again.
haha.
then we went accompany samir go get flowers for his fren
nurul.
as it was her bdae.
haha
how many ppl's bdae can you get in a week ey?

oh well.
another 4 more days.
haha.
samir2.
if you get what i mean.

and idah!
i'll be uploading the pics on my multiply!
nyehehehehe!

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Friday, January 26, 2007

Happy 18Th bdae love!
though we haven been really that close.
i'll never forget our time spent together before.
cos i have met so may ain in this world.
but not even one is as great as you.
:)

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Sunday, January 21, 2007

this song has so gotten into my head.
but it makes me feel down each time i listen to it.
ya. like wat ryt.
haha.

thought you should know i tried my best to let go of you.
but i dont want to.
*humming*

well yesterday was monumental.
had a great time at jam n hop.
well the day started off fine.
no bad dreams.
no meeting bf.
just me,my music n my book.

met up with alijah
n the rest of the east spring ppl.
met mohsin.
still adorable with his long hair now.
met elfi.etc.
bumped into so many ppl.
:)

at first the concert was all in chines.
like wtf.
majority there were malays.
and if ever they wanted a feedback.
you know wat they will get.
but a bad first impression to the malays lah abt the sch,
they were like all complaining.

so meet up with idah also.
but joiined the east spring girls since its been awhile.
plus farah was there.
but i couldnt get in the momentum to dance when i was with them.
cos they like all like dance within themselves.
and alijah was like shy lah.
so decided to join idah.
which was definately much2 better.
had lots of fun lah.
nyehehe.
thanks idah.
thanks sofia.
thanks nad.
thanks alijah.
you girls made my night.
:)
its been a while lah since i had tt much fun.
cos you know how i felt lately.

after which we went under charlene's blk.
to meet her and su.
then an n fit joined.
we slacked under the blk.
then came rais,apul n shahryl.
and last but not least,
at 2 am.
the bf joined.
went home at 4.

so i'm going safra later.
bowling with the cuzzins.
so i'm gonna take tt chance to have fun again.
4get abt everything.
and have fun throwing that fucking ball.
hahaha.

goodbye then.
**fyi. i'm fucking sensitive!

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Saturday, January 20, 2007

feeling rather lugubrious now.
thats what i'm always feeling.
even over the smallest stuffs.
sigh.
ths bf doesnt tag my blog but tag other ppl's blog.

i really fear things easily.
i hate that.
but i cant bring myself to stop it.
maybe its just me.
leave me alone.
i dont need another thing to worry about.

i love you dear.
i really do.

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Friday, January 19, 2007

Okay.so today is fine.
after a rough day yesterday.
which i dont intend to spill it out.
headed to sch EXTRA early today.
but heck i enjoyed myself in class with samir and idah.
:)
thought of skipping my next lecture.
but i didnt thanks to idah.
so yes. breezed thru lecture giggling with her over the smallest stuff. and since lecture ended a bit earlier,
me n idah decided to walk around cos of the open house. waited for the silat performance. which arouses that feeling again. shessh. so bla3. walk here and there. bump into ppl. off to home took 15 with idah also.and yes she blabs alot. but i like. :)
lolx. after which i met up with the bf and accompanied him get his bike stuff then we went home to watch eragon.


i dont feel like slacking much with the guys these days.
only i know the reason why. and its funny how many girls wants to be with a big grp of guys but i long for a group of girls to hang out with instead. it feels diff lahh. but wth.


so many ppl's bdae are coming. and i've got so many in mind.


i've been feeling pretty much in the dumps lah lately.
emotions got pretty messed up.
plus things on my mind.
plus its tt time if the month again.
ugh.


school has been getting better actually.
and so far i've been trying my best to keep up with it.
by attending lectures and all.


been trying really hard to not let anything fall apart.
but only god knows what is and what isnt falling apart at this very minute.

lesson learnt.
never fight fire with fire,
you'll only create an even bigger fire.

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Sunday, January 14, 2007

yesterday went arab st with the guys.
its been a while huh?
lolx.

headed hm by midnight then we went to esplanade.
met up with nad for a while.
was kinda lucky everyone didnt went dxo tt night.
cos i heard it was packed till they even prevented anyone else from
entering after a period of time.
they said the q was stretched till makansutra there.
went simpang bedok to eat after that.
then went home.
and i know the last time i looked at the clock.
it was 6.

the pics are up at my multiply guys.
:)

i'm hooked to this song.haha.
amazing eh?
i dont know why.
but i like.
:)

so yah.
exams are around the corner.
tests.
overdue projs.
time to get my lazy butt to work now.
i dont want any supp papers.
:(
the bf n me.
are fine now.
lets stay this way.
can we?

oh ya.
i hate it wen ppl bug me while i'm doing my proj.
i tend to ignore.
unless you're my grp member.
sorie.

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Thursday, January 11, 2007

the weather today is
such a nice weather to camouflage my feelings with.
if i stand in the middle of a field
with the rain pouring down on me.
no one will know.
if i'm bawling.
or mourning. or sobbing.
or whimpering. or wailing.
or weeping.
wouldnt it be nice?
hehs.

ppl around me have been giving me
too much info that then i needed.
and i cant seem to interpret what to do.
or how to not hurt anyone.
nor hurt myself.

can i spill it all on you?
oh wait.
you wouldnt even bother to be there.

btw. happy 16th bdae feika.
my lil cuzzie is all grown up.
:)

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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

went cgh yesterday.
just to find out tt i'm down with bronchitis.
r whatever shit that is.
and another day without sch.
:)
just scared i miss much.
5 days of no sch.
who wouldnt.?

aniway,
thanks to all my dearest frens for the concern.
kim,ikin,shahryl,nad n mad esp.
:)

**At this point of time is when i need you the most.
you're there.
but not really there.

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Monday, January 08, 2007


I'm not what you see each time i'm with you.
I've not been feeling the same.
I'm not looking at you the same way i did.

it took just one night.
to change every single thing.

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Sunday, January 07, 2007

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I'll see you this fall semester.
Your letters scattered everywhere,
they cover up my scars.
And I said, I miss you.
And you swore, you needed me.
Do you know what you're doing.
To me, this is bigger then we thought you knew it,
impossible.
Impossible, you never noticed.
Cause you never try to.
It's difficult to explain.
Why won't you leave it.
And really hard to remember, so slowly you forgot.
What do they know, what do they know.
Wont write you these letters, theyre in my heart,
along with all those memories.
Just know I cared, it meant the world. Goodbye goodbye goodbye.

This is all we'll ever have you noticed, it's all we need.

Your empty words. Like every moment.
Cause you never try to.
It's difficult to explain.
Why won't you leave it.
And really hard to remember, so slowly you forgot.
What do they know, what do they know.
Wont write you these letters, theyre in my heart,
along with all those memories.
Just know I cared, it meant the world. Goodbye goodbye goodbye.

So here's your Christmas, and here is my heart.

Do you know that I tried yea,
really I tried for us.
And here's your promise,
I'll write you this fall.
You know that I tried yea
really I tried for us.
For us.


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Friday, January 05, 2007


i'm nauseated.
doc said i'm down with the normal flu.
and gave me mc fer 2 days.
maybe its bec it's been a long time since i was sick.
am so not used to it.
talk about the medicine too.
pills.
ugh.

am finally over with one project.
meaning 4 more to go.
OOP,Telesys,Web app and psps.
left with 6 morw weeks before the exams starts.

idah came over my house to do our oop proj.
then send her off to bustop.
went tm with apul,mad,rais n nad.
cos apul wanted to get gift wrapper.
then fetch the bf from work
after which we met up wit the guys again.

so they wanna go out again tmrw.
this time with everyone.
but i'm not sure if i cn make it or not.
but its like everyone going sey.
hopefully i'd be better by tmrw.

off for now.

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Thursday, January 04, 2007

I already feel the tension building up.
ugh.
its only been few days.
lolx.

i wanna really enjoy myself for the last time.
before the end of sem exams comes.
which happens to be next mth.
and then the holidays on march.
yeah.
cant wait for that.

so what can i do to de stress myself and have fun?
*hint2*
you know baby.
next saturday?
D _ _.
the more the merrier.
can we?
*grins*

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Monday, January 01, 2007

In a few days time,
its gonna be the start of a new year.
and yes.
never forget the old ones when new ones are found.

this yr has been.
hmm.
tremendous.
i've been bombarded with so many new situation.
and learnt so many new stuff.

i've lost things. and at the same time,
gain new things.
okay not only things.
oh well,
anything that fits the sentance. :)

lets so call call this a tribute to 22006 perhaps?

Well this year,
work?
for the first time i stay put to a job.
and by next mth, it'll be my first yr working there.
of course adapting there,
meeting new friends,
experiencing funny patrons
and not forgetting
the free movies was definately one thing i wont forget.
and definately a new experience.

Studies?
Yes.
This year, i had a hard time adapting to poly life.
It's my first year.
and everything really changed.
this is way different then sec sch.
but oh heck~
the experience was nice.
going to sch in home clothes.
going to school without tying up my hair.
going to school without worrying tt much on being late.
going to school without having to wake up so early in the mornin.
going to sch yet skipping lectures.
learning and touching new stuff. as in the labs and all. :)

Friends?
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Dearest alijah here.
has always been there for 5 yrs.
i love her.
:)
although we may be buzy.
and many new friend comes along.
we' re still not forgotten.


and then there's new friends i met this year.
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friends like mad has been there to hear me out.
trying to cheer me up when i'm down.
much appreciated.
thankieu.

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and yes fit.
always there to listen.
and didi i mention a great shopping buddy too?

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mr rais here?
funny. out going and creative.
never let the friends down.
and yes.
here's one thing you girls should know abt him.
who ever wins his heart is one lucky girl.
he'll definately treat her more then a princess.
and pamper her well.
:)
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and an?
going out in grp without him.
is nvr the same.
the looking at girls kaki and every other silly thing.
lolx.


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so the whole grp has been my closes friends this yr.
i would not know what i'd be doing this yr without them.


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and through them.
i met su.
cheerful.
friendly.
outgoing.
amiable.
and if i were to continue,
i'd be writing a compo.
:)
although it has only been a while.
but its definately a pleasure to know smone like you.
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and yes sofie too.
although we didnt had a good start.
and after everything.
at the end of the day.
i appreciate more.

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sheeda too.
for being very kind to willingly lend a helping hand when i needed one.
thankieu.
:)
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pretty much knowing the whole grp has been a pleasure.
and i dont really have a group of gals.
like them.


and of course they are other great ppl i met.
at work.
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ppl like zura.
giler tu giler.
tapi bile sedih.
she's the best sey to be with.


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and neena.
though she lives in indon.
it was fun when she was around.

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how bout lisa?
crappy.
crappy.
but nice.
:)
oh.
did i mention she's fun?
and crappy.
lolx.
jkjk.
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how bout fathiah?
hehe.
she's great too.

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and din n farris?
work without them will nvr b the same.

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and certainly i'll nvr forget nad.
although this yr we werent that close.
and we hardly had time fer each other.
but still.
remembering what we had is nice.
thankieu.

what about the rest?
the esss ppl?
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yes.
farah.
i miss her.
those sch and tution times and all.
we barely see each other.
but nvr will i forget her.

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and ain.
though we're in the same sch.
we are rarely as close as we used to.
she got her girls.
i understand.
but it was great being with her in sec sch.
when she was sad.
or happy.
or crazy.
:)

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pretty much the whole grp.
although majority of us are int the same sch.
we aint that close.
but of course.
dont forget me.
cos i know i wont.


Family?
everythings is fine for us this yr.:)

Love?
i've lost a loved one.
after being with him for coming 10 mths.
the reason, i cant recall.
but hell only god knows what i've been thru.
i still love the past even though it hurts.

and then smone came into the picture,
and noting had ever been the same again.
yes. we've been through a whole load of obstacles.
and we're still here eversince 220306.
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what else can i say?
2006 has been so memorable in so many ways.
and yes.
another chapter done.
a new one comes.



lets just hope 2007 was as great as 2006.
wait.
it'll be a plus if its even better.



2007.
Here we come~

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