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Saturday, May 24, 2008

you know.
i'll let you in on some secrets i've never told.
you've been so much more.
then words can explain.
how you've sticked with me.
through suffering and pain.

you know.
at times its amazing.
when my friends worry,
about their bf with other girls.
be it their negihbour,
their old classmates,
their former collegues,
or even their "so called claimed" to be best friends.
yes, there's no restriction to whom you're mixing with.
i know.
Still, i feel fortunate that i have you in my life.
i dont have to worry about you with any girls.
bec each day, you never fail to convince me that i'm the only,
and i mean only girl in your life that matters.
or about other cases like smoking.
i never forced you into stopping.
maybe a little push here and there.
but i know its hard just to make it happen.
but i appreciate it that you really take the effort to not smoke at all esp when i'm around.
i thought i can nvr find another guy around,
who would stop smoking just bec a girl ask them to.
but you proved me wrong.
and you dont know how very proud i am.
and as much as i like drinking,
i wont.
bec i know you wont too.

did i ever told you,
i love the way you upper lips disappear each time you smile?
or how you eyes tends to disappear behind your cheeks at the same time?
or the way you pout each time you dont get what you want.
i love the way you always ask for a kiss.
and always expect it to be on the nose?
i love the way you put ur head on my chest eveyrtime we take the escalator.
or the way you cuddle each time before we sleep.

thanks dear for the gift.
but in case you forgot.
i'll remind you again.
to save your money.
its not that i dont appreciate you getting me stuffs.
you should know that what you've already been giving me,
is more then i could ever ask for.

yes things didnt really start off well with us.
but somehow, along the way, you've changed the way i really feel for you.
and now, it seems that nothing really matters anymore.
only you.
only you that keeps me going.
only you that keeps me on my 2 feet.
i'll dnt know what i'll be without you now.
and i dont even want to know.

you've become a big part of me.
and i deeply love you so.
Cheers to our 6th.
and always hoping for more. (:

at 1:42 AM

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

hey.
now i find it amusing how someone could blog about their life
every single day.
cos now,
i can never find the time to do so.

oh well.
so lets start.
yesterday was well spent with my pretty boy.
went to downtown and ate at new york2.
the staffs there werent really that socialble.
and the menu wasnt as appealing as i thought.
the food's proportion was too small.
and their waffles were too dry.
and their fried mars bar was definately not up to chippy's standard.
overall,
the experience wasnt nice at all.
and we paid nearly 5o for all that crap.
i advise you not to dine in there.
neither would i ever again.

we bowled after that.
2 games.
yes.
just the 2 of us.
but it sure was fun.
the bowling alley there was nice.
and the music was loud enough to keep you on your toes.
shall not announce who's ass got kicked.
(:

after that,
we had enough time to play at the arcade,
while waiting for our movie.
we played the silent hill game.
super fun i tell you.

we watched the made of honour after that.
the story was fine.
went home.
and continued watching the heroes.
yes i know i'm late.
haha.

went tamp mart the other day.
wanted to rent OTH season 4.
but it was rented out.
so we got heroes instead.
suprisingly,
it was interesting too.
(:

i found out that i've not been as vain as i used too.
lol.
and i rarely take pics of myself these days.
just the lovely cats.
and my pretty boy.
(:

the 6th is in 3 days time
bf's big da is in 8 days time.
the concert is in 11 days time.
term test is in 2 weeks time.

sociology was very interesting somehow.
and at times i wonder.
i have this illness.
called laziness.
is it nature?
or nuture?
haha.
why nature?
there's a long story to it.
try ask me.
i'll tell.
(:

at 6:43 PM

Monday, May 12, 2008

It's been a year
Filled with problems
But now you're here
Almost as if to solve them
And I can't live in a world without you now

All my life
I've been searching for you
How did I survive
In this world before you
Cuz I don't wanna live another day without you now

This is the best thing
The best thing that could be happening
And I think you would agree
The best thing is that it's
Happening to you and me

All I'm gonna have
Is all that you can give me
And I'll give right back
Everything I have in me
Cuz nothing ever felt as right
As this does right now

I'll go back to before we met
Can I erase the past
Try harder to forget cuz
Nothing will ever be as good as here and now

Cuz when I looked into your eyes
And you dared to stare right back
You should've said "Nice to meet you, I'm your other half"

And this is the best thing
The best thing that could be happening
And I think you would agree
The best thing is that it's happening
This is the best thing (the best thing)
The best thing that could be happening (the best thing)
And I think you would agree (whoooaaa whooaa)
The best thing is that it's
Happening to you and me

Always knew
I'd find someone
I never dreamt
It'd be like thisYou've surpassed
All that I've hoped for (and ever wished)
And I'm tryin'So hard
WIth all my heart and mind
To make your life
As good as you've made mine

This is the best thing (the best thing)
The best thing that could be happening (the best thing)
And I think you would agree (whooaaa)
The best thing is that it's happening to you and me
The best thing is that it's happening to you and me
The best thing is that it's happening to you and me(The best thing)
The best thing that could be happening(The best thing)
I think you would agree
The best thing is that it's happening to you and me

at 12:09 AM

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

This is pathetic.
look at the date the last time i even bothered to update.
this blog have been pretty much dead.
close to a month?

i'm suppose to be finishing my advance mobile computing research assignment.
but i cant seel to pull myself together to do it.
have i ever told you how much o hate sch?
lol.
oh well.
look on the bright side.
this sem isnt as pack as it used to be.
but i cant picture my self doin mp/sip.
8 to 5 in sch?
every single day.
might as well get a bed and sleep there too.
wth.

what have i been doing with my life?
let me see.
besides wasting time going to sch.
i get to spent quality time with bf freq.
i worked less in both places.
am still sick even though its been a week.
what else?

there's nothing much to look forward to each day.
only you.

i've bought tics to click five's concert.
it'll be my first.
and i heard there high school musical on ice.
coming this august too.
(:

better get back to work.

at 7:58 PM