i'm so boreed to death today.
everyone's out.
and here i am.
sigh.
i need to get a new mp3 quick.
i'm so lifeless without one.
see how much music can keep me company?
haha.
life sucks.
i suck.
):
Sunday, September 28, 2008
everyone's out.
and here i am.
sigh.
i need to get a new mp3 quick.
i'm so lifeless without one.
see how much music can keep me company?
haha.
life sucks.
i suck.
):
i'm so addicted to this song lah somehow.
(:
da nak raya.
yay2~!
Friday, September 26, 2008
i've hardly had a chance to be with my laptop this week,
since it's been attached with my dota freak brother.
lol.
obviously.
many things occured recently.
school.
work.
friendship.
rship.
all that had happened,
influenced me with such a huge range of emotions.
and i want to change everything that have been pulling me down.
i dont get it.
i understand that every choices made do have its consequences.
but why were mine always wrong?
its like eveything i decide, never seem to be good enough 4 anyone.
who was i kiddin?
i believe that everything happens for a reason.
People change so that you can learn to let go.
Things go wrong so that you appreiciate them when theyre right,
you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,
and sometimes good things fall apart so better ones can fall together
its funny how many people come running to me when they're sad,
but still, i've no one to talk to.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
finally a whole day to myself again.
tuesday was diki's bdae.
ate at fish and co before heading off to geylang with love,hafiz, diki and his friend.
oh and nad followed too.
met up with yahya and syafiq there.
most of our cash was spent on food.
mcm babi.
seriously.
(:
had some facial thingy on wed at TM.
nad,amira and love accompanied.
went to toyrus.
and found out hafiz(ni another hafiz eh!) was working there too!
bf headed to work aft that.
thurs was work.
i seriously dont like working there anymore lah,
bias like hell.
just makes me wished that nesh was still around to fix this mess.
met up with harry for a while.
while he and his bro was waiting for wan to come.
they then headed to geylang while me and nad headed home.
bumped into some friends infront of 7-11.
(:
fri was work too.
i didnt want to come.
but zai managed to persuade me.
futher more,
nad, eek, harry, dan and zai was working.
so yah i managed to drag my ass to work.
and had to end up being the cashier.
damn WJ.
ended at 10.30.
waited for nad to end at 12.
cabbed hm,
then headed to rais's place to meet an,hakim, amira and rais.
fetched fit then headed to ecp to bowl.
we were kina late so we didnt get the chance to bowl as the place was closing soon.
then headed to esp for them to do that thing they do.
then headed to ktm for "sahur".
at which someone really PISSED me off.
which i finally learn my lesson.
(:
i'm still fasting today.
and love didnt for the first day today.
its okay.
i'm still proud of you.
bec d no. of malay guys who still fast,
can already be counted with fingers.
you know at the end of the day,
u're the last person on my mind b4 i sleep.
i swear.
you'll nvr get it.
ily.
looking forward to 24 still.
Monday, September 15, 2008
my weekend have been quite different from my other weekends.
but not entirely in a bad way though.
i worked from 12 till 3.
accompanied bf to take his pay.
and he bought me another beg.
thank you love!
he headed to work.
while i went home.
break fast at home.
then my siblings and i,
and nad too,
met rais infront of his house.
headed to tamp poly to pick ras and fit up.
sent ras home.
then headed to esplanade.
slacked there.
then had supper at ecp.
followed by a stupid game by the beach.
it started to rain so we headed home to send my lil sister.
after which we went to changi.
where the guys slept.
and me and nad talked.
overall it was very fun.
amira made everyone's day.
with her noisy mouth,
her stupid dares,
and her unique shuffle.
hahahaha.
so the next day i worked from 6 to 12.
super slacked day.
and i had different grp of frens dining in.
after which,
me and nad cab home.
then went to pasir ris.
sunday was closing shift again.
then finally met the bf aft 2 days.
sahur time,
nad and another came over.
was nice talking lah.
and having a great company.
so today i basically slept like a log.
literally.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
you dont get it.
you never will.
i'm not you.
you're not me.
and thats that.
Thursday, September 11, 2008
its been a week since i last updated.
hoho.
so last fri was work till 10.30.
waited for shikin to end shift.
then we went home together with zul.
talk so much lah.
kalah makcik2.
hahaha.
saturday was mornin shift ended at 6.
eek came over.
aft so long.
i miss tt girl a lot lah.
parents fetched me from work then headed to cik mimi's house
to break fast.
havent met the cuzzie for so long!
the photo taking sessions were very fun.
and the mungumpat part also.
haha.
buruk eh.
sunday was finally a day off.
so went out with the bf.
headed to heeren.
and break our fast at fish and co!
their strawberry cheesecake taste like heaven!
woot woot.
i want more!
monday was full shift.
mornin shift was fun.
thanks to zai.
night was B-O-R-I-N-G!
tuesday was mornin again.
with zai again.
becok jgk.
hahaha.
then bf fetched me.
we took a walk around bugis and got ourselves shirts!
4 for me.
3 for bf.
i bought a bag for 70.
hurhur.
pleasure for a moment.
hahahaha.
then bf bought me a swatch watch.
break fast at the fish n chip shop at bugis.
thanks honey!
yesterday was mornin shift again with eek.
like finally eh.
shift ended much earlier then scheduled.
bf and qayyum came to fetch me.
eek came along.
and we walked around again.
bought another shirt and got 2 free.
hahahahahahaha.
pass one to eek.
then we parted.
walked to city hall.
break fast at gelare.
like havent indulge myself in ice cream for as long as i can remember.
hahahahaha.
then went to geylang.
but was so kenyang alrdy lah.
if not i would have fatten myself up with more of the goreng2 food.
bf kept insisting that i'm a wrong place.
i should be at chinatown instead.
pantat btol.
nak cari kan die nye baju punye lah susah!
like finding a needle in a haystack.
hahahahahahahaha.
and for today,
i'm rotting at home.
like finally.
was suppose to work.
zai text me,
asking why i didnt come.
hahaha.
rindu eh!
so a current obsession.
nick jonas!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
kental kan.
i know.
but he's so damn cute lah!!!
woot woot.
my sister more obsess with him then i do.
and we've been listening to their song since just know.
3 words.
obsessive jonas disorder.
hahahahahahaha.
totally jona-holic.
hahahahahahahaha.
sch results are out btw.
u dont have to ask me.
hahaha.
Thursday, September 04, 2008
There's so much to update,
i dont know where to start.
its only been 4 days of puasa.
and its become so hectic.
there's really nothing much to do.
i'm in need of another job.
haha.
these past few week,
i'm always feeling like i'm in between.
how do i know which is which?
sigh.
oh. btw,
you dont have to go and write nonsense about me,
just bec of where i linked you.
if you're not satisfied,
the least you could do is tell me that u're unhappy about it.
sheesh~
lazy to update lah.
see when i want to update again.
bye!