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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

i'm sick todaE..
haish..
mitin larlienk arnd 5..
hopin mayb cud catch a movie or sumtink..
to ease our mind of wats happenin btwn us lately..
yeah..
erms..
fridae my klasmates decided to shoot a video in clas fer teachers dae.. yeah we did it n dere a whole lot of laughters..
saturdae d whole class met up again to learn d dancesteps..
such a last min ting wen d auditon was actuali in 2 daes tym..
after d practise i had tution at farah hs den headed pdg after tt to pick larlienk up.
off we headed to sports hall since d matches are held dere..

well fer yesterdae.. went to sch damn late,.. bus so lbt.. haiya.
den went into class during d 2nd period..
sch was great..
after tt we had tis eng course n we had to write a comp0..
i was damn satisfied wit mine.. haha..
after tt we had d teachers dae audition in d music room..
u cudnt imagine wat happened b4 tt..
we got into a huge misunderstanding..
while shikin n ain mengamok n went off..
dey just abandon d whole class lyk tt..
many were pissed off wit dem..
n dese couple wanna change partner..
sayin tt d ppl in charge was bias n all

bt few mins b4 enterin d room,everyone pushed their differences aside..
n we grooved to d music..
ppl hu were lyk soo shy danced great..
after we dance we sat in a group holding hands together..
dey said our dance was energetic.. forget d other werd..
n all d teachers praised us..
''u'll have another 11 days to prepare"
wow!! d whole clas shouted like mad n shida lead us into a cheer,.
everyone shouted n jump n hugged eache other as soon as we step out of d room..
so damn happie tt everyone was dat united..
it was worthwhile after all..
dere was tis sec 2 gal whu said tt our class cudnt make it..
she sure was suprised wen she saw everyone jumpin arnd..
u shud haf seen d look on her face wen each n evryone of us jumped yelled n shouted at her..
we obviously prove tt idiot wrong..
shud haf seen d guys..
dey maki her.. hahakz..

well gtg..
till ere den..
shughs.. prelims r in another 5 days tym..

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Monday, August 22, 2005

hey..
guess i'm on my own again uhz..
n tis tym its fer real..
but i choose to walk away..
i told hym bcos i wanted to focus on studies..
tts was partially d reason y..
lately it seems tt tings arent d same..
n d same ting goes to wat i feels..
guess tis wud b my last entry b4 closing down..
well.. i guess my feelings fer hym are too much oredy..
guess mayb tts y i became so foolish n selfish..
lyk those small lttile tings tt he doesnt do to wat i want,
my whole mood wud b affected..
n same goes fer my mood to study..
and no..
i cant let tt happen..
prelims r gettin reali3 close..
n i mean it..
i dun wanna stayback cos of him..
i dun wanna enter ite cos of him..
i admit i'm clever.. or mayb a so called fast learner though i barely cum to sch..
but i'm nt gonna let everytin go to waste..
not my mums money..
not my mums sweat..
not d gift tt god gave me..
no..
i'm gonna make use of it..
actualli i was tinkin of tokin tis to hym straight bt he cant mit me..
see..
its lyk dose very important ting he cnt see mit..
bt wen its nt.. its diff..
like xcuses.. u noe. .
no i'm nt gonna cry fer hym nimore..
no i'm nt gonna wish he was here nimore..
y waste tt tym wen he don even bother..
i noe i'll fynd smone better smday.. its onie a matter of tym..
but all i want is a just a last hug frm u..
last..

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Friday, August 19, 2005

erloshh..
2 days ago was mie 5th mth with hym.. another mth n i'd oredy b spending half a yr wit hym..
n i'm so lookin ferwArd to so many more..
not been updating lately..
been very bz bt since todae i didnt attend sch.. i had more tym.. supposingly to b doing my research fer my art prelim..
damn hard n i still haven pick a topic yet..
my painting in sch is almost complete..
been gettin really bz studyin
only 1 or 2 wks left to prelims..
just wanna waish all dose sec 4 ppl takin o or n lvl prelims all d best..
n ESPECIALLY U LARLIENK!!
make sure u do ur best tau.. n jgn main2 lagik.. u main2 i tk nk jmp u smpai n lvl u abes ehk!! lau tk tau pape tanyer kte.. try my best to help ok! ngn igt tau pape kte da ajar.. bile2 nanti kte tanyer n lau u tk igt.. jager ehk....

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Friday, August 12, 2005

Image hosted by Photobucket.comtt tym went beach nyer class outing.. aha.. see how united we were..

national day was such a blast..
i had d greatest national day celebration ever..
meet up wit larlienk at my hs den headed off to mit his fwens..
at tamp mrt..
a lot of his frens came.. n some were damn late..
dani,aul,alip,mach,ikin.. etc...

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dan took tis pics while waitin fer d rest..

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us.. tehee~

bumped into my parents at mrt dere.. headed towards esplanade..
walk. walk.. n walked..
some of em went ferz.. i remembered dere was dan,dani,alip,izzat,mach n ikin.. n d chinese ppl..
den reached esplanade n we split up..
me n larlienk n dan n d chinese gals..
went near d stage n bumped into aizta n nis...
squeezed our way down den bumped into d rest of larlienk frens like ham,fatimah,asnim,farhan.. etc2...
had fun while waitin fer d fireworks..
took pics..
laugh n groove to d music..

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tis was our view of d bz city.. tehee

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dem..

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guess which one belongs to hu.. deres me,larlienk,dan,asnim,farhan,fatimah n ham..

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us again..

the fireworks came..
damn it was beautiful..
we had a great view of it.. we were ryt under it..
so nice!!
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d feelin was great..
jush fascinated by d fireworks n d warm hug of my dear..
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lyk a fairytale..
so nice.. n d scenarioe was so romantic..
bahaa

met up wit dani again cos my mp3 was wit aul.. but he was wit d trogens so we headed towards lau pa sat..
me n larlienk onie..
on d way we took lots of pics.. hahakz..

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headed towards d nesarest mrt station...
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back to tamp..
n while waitin fer d train..
tis was wat we did..
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Monday, August 08, 2005

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hey dere.. i noe u'd b readin tish..
hmmsh..
i'm glad we're back..
i didnt wanna try livin my lyf without u..
now todae..
not now..
not tmrw..
i'm so sorie..
lyk u said.. ppl do tings out of anger without tinkin..
or mayb i didnt realise how much u mean to me till u went away..
i realised sometink..
my frens got me tinkin..
dey kip askin me question lyk if ure close to tis gal..
amik pic or contact or anitink..
wud i get jealous..?
n suprisingly my answer was no..
at ferz i tot mayb cos my feelings were fading fer u..
but i realised its bcos i trust u..
tt s y i wasnt jealous..
u noe how hard it was fer me to really open up again..
or even let smone in..
wat if u left fer gd..?
wat wud happen to me..?
or worst.. wat wud happen to u..?
i lov eu with all my heart n soul..
i wanna spent more anoiversaries wit u..
i wanna spent d fasting mth wit u..
i wanna spent my rayer wit u..
i wanna spent my tym stress of xams wit u..
i wanna spent my tym collectin my happy o lvl result swit u..

i dun ever wanna lose u ever again..
i cant hide animore tings frm u yesterday..
tts y i cried my whole heart out last nyt..
n thx fer everytin dear..
i'll nvr find smone as great as u..
i dun hafta look nice.. or be shy infront of u..
i can just wake up frm slip n look gd to u..
i can do disgusting stuffs n u'll laugh with me not at me..
i dun hafta pretend to njoy beng wit u cos i njoy being around u..
i dun hafta to pretend to b smone else just fer u to love me..
i dun hafta haf lots of maney fer u to love me..
no one can ever mean as much as u to me..
no one can do wat u've done fer me..
no one can feel wat i feel for u..
u don hafta haf lots of money fer me to love u..
u don fata look good fer me to love u..
u don hafta b clever fer me to love u..
u donhafta now how to swit toks just fer me to love u..
u just haf to b u..
u jus hafta gif me u..
n u'll haf my whole heart..
n another ting dear,
next tym nk alik make sure u kejot kan me dulu tau..

well yesterday went to catch a movie wit hym n my adik n his gal..
charlie...n d chocolate factory..
hmmsh..
it was great though..
den larlienk wanted to mit up wit along n ham fer awhile..
den headed to mus's blk..
send her hm den mit alip at small mac arnd 11 plus..
bumped into many2 ppl..
planned to go hm but ended up sittin wit larlienk..
huggin hym in silence yet cryin at d same tym..
fer lyk nearly 2 hrs n we didnt went h,..
mit up wit alip n my bro arnd 3 in dm mornin den headed hm..
slept in my room den alip went hm..
larleink left at 7.
n here i am.. woke up late fer tution..
so i won b able to make it..
aniwae.. todae psk openin.. i donoe if i wanna go.. feel lyk goin..
but i cn assure kenemaki ngn guru atau kutok ifi came..
wat i care.. bahaa!
till here den ..
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Monday, August 01, 2005

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so near yet so far

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hym n me

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y am i misin u soo much wen ure still here ryt by my side..?

tt fridae my klas had tis small outing to d beach..
it was damn fun as everyone was united..
actualli ive no mood to updae.. haha..
parents nt at hm.. siblings slipin.. grandmother tokin to fone..
larlienk playin soccer..
so damn bored..
nthin to do actualli..
tmrw sch..
yay.. now i don look ferward to weekends like i used to..
in fact i look ferward to cumin to sch instead...

haish.. i actualli put tis theme cos i'm so feelin it ryt now..tryin hard to stay positive..
d song is xactly wat i feel.. n xactly wat i fear.. didnt meet hym d whole dae..he didnt send or pick me up frm tution.. nor did we made an effot to mit up at nyt like we used too.. he's playin soccer now wit his frens.. while i'm here havin nthin to do.. my grandmother just asked abt hym..haish.. its ok.. though i realli3 wanna see hym ryt now.. jush tryin hard to kip tings positive.. bt i cant.. he used to wan to mit me though its onie fer a while.. or no matter how far i am.. bt not animore.. now even if we cn spent an hour together.. he said its too short so he didnt wan to mit me..last tym even wen he cant go out,he'll find a way to go out.. even if it means gg out frm his window.. bt nt animore.. i'm not sure wats happenin to us.. or mayb i'm nt sure wats hapenin to me. . but i'm sure wat eva comes next is d best fer me.. n i admit.. i don feel tt he gave me as much attention,love,care n concern like he used to.. nt sayin tt he didnt.. he did.. but its fading.. or mayb he just gettin more n more bz n not enuff tym fer me..?

fcking sista.. i jush slap d shit out of her.. disturbin me wen i'm so down.. go n die lah.. hu ever wans her.. it will b a pleasure to give her to u..haish...

well.. ryt more wen i haf d mood..actualli i donoe wat to sae.. aha.. damn.. till ere den..

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