aniwae heard dere wud still b a booster session.. cnt wait.. aha..
clockwise frm me is lina,ijah,odip,sydan,syafiq,farna,faizal n shida
us again on d 2nd day
udak2 4e3 ngn 4e4 lah..
Monday, July 25, 2005
aniwae heard dere wud still b a booster session.. cnt wait.. aha..
clockwise frm me is lina,ijah,odip,sydan,syafiq,farna,faizal n shida
us again on d 2nd day
udak2 4e3 ngn 4e4 lah..
me n amin!!! hehekz.. he was d one everyone go gaga fer.. hahakz.. (=
me n stuart!! d guy who makes d best jokes..
me n my lovable farah
me n my most beloved friend ijah
me n d amin again.. tehee~
see.. i told ya d workshops makes us appriciate our frens more.. me n rais..
4e3 mly peepz!! united we r.. after d course even better..
me n jeff..
us.. stronger den ever..
us again..
me n kimy.. my dear fren..
4e3 united..
chak..
hehes..
mizah,izy,hajar,susu,me n amin!! tym kene uat mindmap..
hey dey pushed me...
me n amin again n again.. hahakz..
our final pic taken b4 d closing ceremony.. so sad liao..
hey dere..
long tym no post..
been gg on a 3 days course on thurs to sat..
frm 8 am to 9 pm..
tot it was gonna sux big tym..
but guess wat..?
it turned out 2 b d best days of my lyf..
not did i oni learnt how to memorise better..
or read up to 1545 words in a min absorbing 80% of d passage..
but i learnt d true meaning of frendship
d value of my parents..
n most importantly d importance of us believin in ourselves..
d song ere was d song dey played fer us during d course..
amin.. stuart.. dany.. jeff.. n y.y...
i'll nvr ferget dem.. i cn assure u tt..
dey really were an eye opener...
dey made me realise tings n assure tt i apperiaciate myself..
made us reflected n cry on d 2nd day..
but on d 3 rd we willingly cried..
throughout d whole course..
we laughed till we cry..
we hugged till we cry...
. we smiled till we cry..
damn it was so memorable..
yet it had to end soo fast..
dey teach us so many tings we didnt noe..
like fer example..
linear notes arent useful..
till helping us memorise 30 random werds in 5 mins..
d ferz day we laughed a lot..
d 2nd day we cried a lot..
dey made us hugged n thank our fren..
i cried while doing tt..
but i cried d hardest hugging ijah..
ijah.. i love u.. with all my heart.. thx fer everyting.. i nvr found a fren so special as u..
dey made us tink back on our parents.. yes we myt say we hate dem.. but stuart made us realised d truth within..
on d 3rd day.. b4 d closing ceremony.. we took lots n lots of pics wit d instructor.
n i was so sad we were to say gdbye in few hours tym..
n d ceremony came where our parents come..
despite my mum having to werk nyt shift,
she came..
she came fer me..
woa.. n dey gave us tym to tok to our parents.. i run huggin n kissing dem so tytly..
my mum cried..
everyone in d hall cried..
even d ppl i didnt xpect cried..
frm kammal to odip n to wan..
woah.. i wud nvr ferget tt day.. i cried huggin my mum.. den i hugged my frens.. den i hug d coaches b4 sitting back..
hugged danny n amin.. but was sad stuart wasnt around..
after dismissal..
toked to amir while giving d feedback form..
said dun worry we wud b seeing each other soon..
haish..
hugged b4 gg off..
sooo sedih man d atmosphere..
den semue alik ngn parents bt mine had to werk..
took lots n lots of pics.. i'll upload em later..
tis workshop was a pleasure..
it made our bonds of frenship stonger..
even btwn ijah n ain..
wow..
haish..
i love em all..
my mum..
my dad
my larlienk
my frens..
but most importantly..
i love myself!!
well i hafta go.. i'll upload d pics next.. njoy ya.. muahx!
psst..
i ferget..
i chatted wit amin in d afternoon..
wohooo~
hehe..
gonna mish em damn bad..
Sunday, July 17, 2005
"happi" 4 mths to us..
haha..
k bye..
nthin to say oredy..
cs i didnt go out d whole day while he is damn fcukin njoyin outside wit his frens..
we were supposed to b eatin out at swensen which i was SO LOOKIN FORWARD to bcos da lamer tk p.. d last tym i went oso was wit dani n hu i cant remember..
but tk sempat sal
he nk play soccer..
later going to lepak2 ngn kwn dier mlm nie..
to tynk tt todae i wa hopin so much to spent tym wit hym..
n it turned out tis way..
crushed sia inside..
tau lah its nt wrong fer hym to go out with his frens but i onie wanted todae to b more meaningful..
later on i'll b damn bz den leh lah dier njoy ngn kwn dier without me fer sumtym..
lagipon bsk i haf 5 hrs of tutuion den mondae i haf art until 7..
npk sgt i'll get tired..
den later on i haf 3 days course frm 8 in d mornin smpai 9 at nyt fer 3 damn straight fcking daes..
pk kan ari lain tk pnat ker..?
den sundae ader tution lagik..
i'd onie b seeing hym in d mornin.. tu pon kene pakse bgn pagi.
lau pnat pon mungkin i come late den tk jmp..
tts y i wanted todae 2 b d last tym i cn njoy ngn dier sblom i get really bz..
lagipon lau u tynk next ani. leh pe..
otak. don even noe if d next one will come..
mind u..
i gettin more n more bz each dae..
more n more tired each dae..
oways gettin sick..
so little tym fer hym..
n tynk sooner on,i don even haf time fer hym animore.
bt i dun feel lyk lettin tis feelings grow ani further.
its fer d best cos i'm not ready to b in tt sorie state animore.
i'll take d whole nyt to tynk cos i slept d whole fucking afternoon..
u see tis smal ting affected me alot sia..
i donoe y..
cried sia d whole day but its onie a small matter..
wat if smthin worst turn out..?
wat will happen to me sia. ?
mayb it was wrong to let tis feeling grow..
shit here i go again..
bye b4 i burst d hell into tears..
i hate me..
o lvls r damn much more important..
Saturday, July 09, 2005
erlosh..
sorie lamer tk update..
been bz lately..
smlm n todae didnt go sch sal sakit..
dpt 2 ari mc..
serious.. bkn i mls..
now i sp motivated to cum sch oredy..
thnks to my frens..
hehekz.
smlm i had tution..
mummi juz cancelled d last one n got me a new one..
i asked her to uat tis maths qns den dier tk leh uat..
so she copy dwn nk tanyer kwn dier..
skali she kuar kan handbk east view..
ahacks..
so i asked her wat she doin nw je ckp she skrg mcm relief teacher gitu..
pat east view..
den i asked je jager aper lvl den she said sec 4..
i asked wat klas je ckp 404.. 408 lah.. n sm other classes. .
den sal she saw my larlienk pt my umah she asked lah lau i knal ani lain bdak east view..
den i say ader..
she aske lau ader knal bdak 404 tk den i said ya..
den she was tokin abt zai very cheeky..
ahacks..
okies..
overall her teachin much better uhz..
more fun..
namer je kak nuraini..
ahacks..
after tution study wit larlienk n samsul at my hs..
by 9 dorg da alik sal nk tgk cite dia..
ahacks..
stoopid sia tt storey..
make me go crazy onie..
aha..
waitin fer larlienk to finish sch..
mishin hym..
(=
tt day i had my mly o lvl oral..
so damn hard sia..
ahaha...
pat perbualan..
otak da buntu sei..
haiya..
nemind..
eng oral next mth..
klah till ere..
i wan d harry potter bk yg cumin out tis 16 july bt it cost $40..
leh mampos sei...
haish//
Friday, July 01, 2005
erlosh dere..
hmmsh..
had prac after sch den sat around at mac ngn ain cicak,liyana,mizah n hanissah..
headed off towards busstop to mit larlienk den walk to tm den head back to my hs..
studied a bit of maths den he went hm sal dese days dier asik alik lbt..
yesterrdae i didnt go sch cos tk sdap badan..
den larlienk came over after tution..
mlm den ile kite ngh nk amik air,my sis ckp dier npk belalng sei pat luar..
trus panic..
fer ppl yg tk tau makne dier ape,try askin ur org tua atau parents..
ahacks..
so me n larlienk n bro tangkap den kill it..
twist d head den luda pat dier 3 kali..
palebuto to d motherfucker hu sent it!!! leave my family n me alone u arsehole!!! cb tol..
okies..
d last tym an idiot sent 3 to my hs n 1 landed on me,d next ting i noe me n my x break..
my nenek kate ni semue keje2 org jealous sal kite..
hahakz..
so i hope hu ever sent it doesnt haf d intention of breaking me n larlienk apart..
to hell wit dem if dey had it..
actuali if u realised ting deep down inside,hatred is caused by jealousy..
doesnt matter btwn guys n guys..
or gals n gals..
or even btwn guys n gals..
u hate dis gal psl dier step..
tapi deep down if u realli see,u hate her cos she dressed up nicely or in tings u won b able to wear..
if u hate tis person cos she stead wit smone,actually its bcos u r jealous ure nt her..
if a guy hates another guy cos he's a flirt,actuallie hes jealous cos he's nt d one surrounded by gals..
if a guy hate tis pretty gal its cos he actually jealous tt he cant haf her..
if an x of urs hates to see ur face,deep down inside its cos he scared tt he'll love u back..
hahakk ..
see.. everythin made sense.. aha..
lessons learnt in lyf..
tts y i nvr hate ppl no matter hw many tyms they stab u in d back..
especially my used to be best fren..
she's became close wit tis guy den we suddenly drift away..
bt tts ok..
i kinda understand at tyms guys r more important to her den girls..
well since sec 1 she's been lettin out ting tt no one noes abt me xcept her..
lyk tings deep down wat i feel n no oneelse noes yet..
cs i nvr open up..
like wen i realli like smone but kept quiet abt it cos i dun wanna spoil our frenship.. tt was in sec 2.. hahaz..
well tings got much worst bt i dun wanna xplain..
now she did it again.. but i dun wanna say it to her tt i noe..
cos i trusted her even after wat happened..
da amanah tau i told her nt to tell anione..
yet she told her close 'boifren'
haish..
tt okae..
deep down i miss her..
but tts okie..
gtg.. gonaa call larlienk..
btw.. happie bdae dani n lina..