hey dere.. i noe u'd b readin tish..
hmmsh..
i'm glad we're back..
i didnt wanna try livin my lyf without u..
now todae..
not now..
not tmrw..
i'm so sorie..
lyk u said.. ppl do tings out of anger without tinkin..
or mayb i didnt realise how much u mean to me till u went away..
i realised sometink..
my frens got me tinkin..
dey kip askin me question lyk if ure close to tis gal..
amik pic or contact or anitink..
wud i get jealous..?
n suprisingly my answer was no..
at ferz i tot mayb cos my feelings were fading fer u..
but i realised its bcos i trust u..
tt s y i wasnt jealous..
u noe how hard it was fer me to really open up again..
or even let smone in..
wat if u left fer gd..?
wat wud happen to me..?
or worst.. wat wud happen to u..?
i lov eu with all my heart n soul..
i wanna spent more anoiversaries wit u..
i wanna spent d fasting mth wit u..
i wanna spent my rayer wit u..
i wanna spent my tym stress of xams wit u..
i wanna spent my tym collectin my happy o lvl result swit u..

i dun ever wanna lose u ever again..
i cant hide animore tings frm u yesterday..
tts y i cried my whole heart out last nyt..
n thx fer everytin dear..
i'll nvr find smone as great as u..
i dun hafta look nice.. or be shy infront of u..
i can just wake up frm slip n look gd to u..
i can do disgusting stuffs n u'll laugh with me not at me..
i dun hafta pretend to njoy beng wit u cos i njoy being around u..
i dun hafta to pretend to b smone else just fer u to love me..
i dun hafta haf lots of maney fer u to love me..
no one can ever mean as much as u to me..
no one can do wat u've done fer me..
no one can feel wat i feel for u..
u don hafta haf lots of money fer me to love u..
u don fata look good fer me to love u..
u don hafta b clever fer me to love u..
u donhafta now how to swit toks just fer me to love u..
u just haf to b u..
u jus hafta gif me u..
n u'll haf my whole heart..
n another ting dear,
next tym nk alik make sure u kejot kan me dulu tau..

well yesterday went to catch a movie wit hym n my adik n his gal..
charlie...n d chocolate factory..
hmmsh..
it was great though..
den larlienk wanted to mit up wit along n ham fer awhile..
den headed to mus's blk..
send her hm den mit alip at small mac arnd 11 plus..
bumped into many2 ppl..
planned to go hm but ended up sittin wit larlienk..
huggin hym in silence yet cryin at d same tym..
fer lyk nearly 2 hrs n we didnt went h,..
mit up wit alip n my bro arnd 3 in dm mornin den headed hm..
slept in my room den alip went hm..
larleink left at 7.
n here i am.. woke up late fer tution..
so i won b able to make it..
aniwae.. todae psk openin.. i donoe if i wanna go.. feel lyk goin..
but i cn assure kenemaki ngn guru atau kutok ifi came..
wat i care.. bahaa!
till here den ..