haiya.
been feelin so fuckish these days.
n i only have to thank that someone for puttin up with me .
n to willingly wanna hear me out.
you know sometimes ur too nice to me.
and i treat you like shit.
yet youre still there.
thanks for your patience.
aniway been working night these past 2 days.
aniway its still ok lah as long as din is around.
there to cheer me up.
dont know what with the ppl around me.
damn lazy already lah.
what's the motive of saying something but turnin back on ur words.
n from all those freaking shit that you told me.
i can summarise everything up.
you know me well enough ar.
da suke ckp je ar.
dont feel like i can trust anyone these days.
not even him.
maybe its just me.
wth.
found out so many things at a time.
i just want a friend.
the one i can spill everything to.
whatever that's deep down.
and get it off my chest.
is that too much to ask for?
yes i got a diary to spill everything out.
but it doesnt give me response you see.
and in the end everything is just locked up inside.
studies.
relationship.
work.
money.
friends.
but most importantly my feelings.
its been playing around recently.
and i barely know what i feel at a point of time.
haish.
i got a freaking engine fund test tmrw.
and i have no time to study.
lost interest.
fuck.
goodbye then.