heyss.
so finally replaced my thumbdrive with my own money.
cost me 90 bucks
but its ok.
mesti ader hikmah disebalik ape yg berlaku.
other than that,
dad bought me a new lappy.
yes.
a new lappy.
yeayness.
aniway had fun today.
went sch.
meet up with parents.
bought lappy.
went gv.
met up with din and the rest there.
then meet shahryl.
then went home.
met him at night for a while.
haish.
just heard some hurtful things someone can do behind my back.
but its up to him uhz.
lie as much as you want.
exagerate as much as u want.
satisfy urself as much as u want.
spoil rotten my name as much as u want.
hurt me as much as u want.
but i'll just shrug em off.
only god knows the truth.
bodek2 org je tau.
ish~
but i understand.
maybe cos ure new to thise things.
but wth.
well as for my guy.
i really dont know lah.
but i really did tell you everything.
maybe its the age gap difference.
that makes our interests and the way we think differently.
you see.
i dont want to trouble you a lot.
maybe its just me.
i hate feeling that way.
but if i cant take it anymore,
whyy should i stay?
you know.
at times, i feel like whats the use of having me here.
she's way much better.
in terms of everything.
at times i dont see whats the use of hanging on any longer.
i cant even turn to him.
its like u're just a bf.
a name.
noting more,
but in reality.
we're just like frens.
being in a relationship should have more then being in a friendship u see.
but i see notin more.
she loves and appreciate you just the way u are.
she sacrifices so much just for you.
and i dont think i'll ever be as good as her.
maybe i dont deserve you.
or maybe because you deserve someone way better then i am.
=(