Hellos.
so on Saturday i didnt work.
but kinda stayed home the WHOLE afternoon trying to complete my java program.
and at night went to PSP for a while with an,mad,zap and jah.
sat infront of rais house for a while then headed home.
tried sleeping but to no avail i cudnt sleep.
so met a'an for a while.
he was from esplanade or something like that.
then he went 7 11 ti buy his chocs.
haha.
around close to 2 then walked to afghan to meet some ppl.
then we went to one of their house.
planning to watch dvd bt i was too tired so i slept.
haha.
so went home after tt to continue sleeping.
cos i was going to work on tt day.
slept.
woke up.
go werk.
and i left my ezlink with azmi.
so was plannin when to take it back before sch.
after work i met a'an again for a while.
he bought his chocs AGAIN.
and he was wearing this cute thingy i mean kind of shirt.
hehe.
he shy if other ppl see him in it.
after that went mac with fad while waiting for din and isk to come.
plannin to meet smone but because die tertdo.
followed them to geylang to had their "supper".
went home close to 5.
sleep.
=)
woke up at 8 because he came over my hs to give me ezlink.
then he went to zul's house.
i went back to sleep.
sch started at 12
but i came at 2.
went home at 4.
like stupid.
so now i dont know what to do.
so here i am updating this thing.
aniway,
i was sleeping when i OVERheard my parents talking abt me.
and its like kinda sad uhz.
the convo goes something like this.
dad said i'm like taking less interest in going to sch.
mum said dari dulu.
dad say skrg i dont minat blaja pon cos he dont see me study. not like last time.
mum said maybe she studies other places.
dad says i'm taking too mich interest in BGR instead of studies.
mum said i did study with my bf last time.
dad say now i got a new bf. and this one is not the same at the last one.
mum said u'll nvr know.
dad say i'm bound to not last long with this one either.just like the previous one.
but somehow he said he prefers me mixing with the previous one.
i was like act sleeping sia the whole time.
haha.
and there's this guy by the name of min or something.
keeps calling me up.
i have no idea whyy.
a'an said he was his friend.
but nvm.
aniway,on that saturday night.
someone told me something.
and i'm not very sure if he really meant what he said.
maybe he was just you know.
not being himself cos like he said.
he drank a lot before that.
but maybe if its true what you said,
everythings about to change.
and as for the other guy.
i'm not very sure abt us.
yah like i said everyone deserves a second chance to amend their mistakes.
but i'm not sure things would ever be the same again.
its like i'm just scared of losing another bf because of another girl.
maybe thats why most of the time i feel so insecure.
but i have no idea how to get rid of it.
futhurmore,u're like very bz.
i dont think u'll have time for me either.
i won wanna rush things first.
mayb we'll talk.
after ur bdae or something.
cos u're going clubbing or karaoke or dont know what lahh with her n all.
cos i know i wont feel too good.
and everything would never be alright.
i'm just scared if we give it another try,thing would still be the same.
yah.
seems like i already know the common ppl who drop by and read my blog most of the time.
and maybe its time to change my url?