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Friday, September 29, 2006

ok.

so for like 5 days i havent been updating.

something new.

mondae went watch spore idol finals at the indoor stadium.

with lisa,shahryl and fiza.

after which we went gv to meet zura.

then headed infront of rais hs.

otw we met shahrir and nad.

so they join us too.

accompany lisa and zura for their bus.

went 7 11.

went home around 2.

tuesday.

cant recall.

wednesday.

went work.

then cut hair after werk with alijah.

i'm not sure if i like my hair.

but its okay for now.

it will grow ryt.

nyehehs.

had our dinner at food culture.

and as you know when she is around.

there tend to be loads of pics.

hehs.

yesterday.

went meet the bf first.

then meet the rest at rais house.

me.bf.

mad.rais.

an.

then we fetched fit at payar lebar.

then headed to istanbul to meet mas.

dinner there.

then we went geylang walk2.

after which,

met up with mas again there.

then send fit home.

mad's tyre bocor otw home.

so we had to sop by at the petrol station.

then my granny wants me to buy fir her apple pie lahh.

haha.

besides that,

had fun also lah.

as i was too tired.

i actually silent my fone then sleep.

wake up only i got aroun 15 missed calls and i dont know lah how many msg.

haha.

sadly.

nina going back home today.
and i cudnt jon them yesterday.

but i bought fir her something which i asked din to pass it to her.

i got plenty of pics to upload.

from lij's camera.

from mine.

at 6:00 AM

Sunday, September 24, 2006

if i spent all 30 days of the fasting month like today,

i'll die of boredom.

plus adding more the the amount of fats i already have.

ugh.

i help painted the house.

i read back my previous post on my blog.

especially during march this yr .

things really have changed huh.

back then i was pretty much loved.

haha.

k seriously.

ok so i realised when i wanted to upload pics into friendster.

i look at all my new pics.

all with my gv friends.

none from nad.

none from lij.

none from farna.

none even from the bf.

that just shows how much we have drifted apart.

too much free time got me thinkin.

so its nvr good for me.

hehs.

i mean i read back the post on march 28 2006.

finally when i come across d one i really like.

things get really difficult.

yes i admit.

i really2 like him.

even the smallest things he do can make me smile d whole day.

yes i know.

eversince my last breakup.

i had nvr like anyone as much as him.

i like his personality.

d way he's patient.

d way he treats me.

d way he treat ppl.

d way he respects ppl.

d way he always gives in.

d way he talk.

d way he smells.

d fact tt he doesnt drink.

or go to other extend.

simply i love d way he makes me smile.

i love the feeling i get each time i'm with him.

each time he kisses me.

each time he hugs me.

each time he bullies me.

each time he calls me.

each time he tries to wake me up in d mornin.

i mean.

what happened?

guess maybe back then i didnt know you.?

and as for the other person.

guess things really changed huh.

even if bf and i dont work out.

its not like as though things would turn out like the way they were b4.

each time i read cico's blog.

i feel sad.

no.

what i meant is.

i'm happy for them.

but you know.

~ and all the things you put me through.
i'm holding on but letting go of you.

at 4:00 PM

okay so yesterday was too tired to update.

so let me do all the explaning now

so yesterday.

bf said he cudnt leave the house early.

so yah.

i was bored.

and coincidently was chatting with kim.

and then he wanna go watch movie.

so yah.

me and kim go catch a movie.

we signed in and it was his first time.

while bf went meet the guys.

after which nina wanted watch movie.

but since me n kim signed in already

and that kim had to go off.

and i had no money.

tak jadi lahh

so bf suddenly changed his mind.

and decided to go beach.

so yah i gave him the present.

then talk.

then da.

nothing.

so today got stuck in toilet.

which causes me to be late for werk.

but no one believe me.

cos they tot its a lame excuse.

nyehehe.

then got this grp of those saman guys under the blk some more.

then had to walk one big round.

cos they like kcau me so many times.

cam irritating gitu.

hehs.

then work

after that went marina sq.

with din.

fai.

ris.

nina.

lisa.

fathiah.

zura.

then went esplanade rooftop.

went back gv after that.

took bus home.

went back gv to help mr faris check what time he werking on monday.

hehs.

fathiah and me.

me and lisa.

nina and me.

at 3:03 AM

Friday, September 22, 2006

me and fathiah.

nat.fat.mai.

me and zura.

zura.lisa.me.din.

me n nina.

me n nat.

yah so the chalet was erms.

when its nice its nice.

when its not.

you know what i mean.

so yah.

went meet nat first then go ayu hs.

took cab booked in.

then rest2.

meet bf at bk.

then go back.

bbq.

bla3.

so was feeling kinda down.

for only god knows the reason whyy.

zura was too.

nat seems kinda.

at nite they all watched the ghost storey.

bla3.

saw somethings that made me feel.

ugh.

wtf.

i was not suppose to feel the way i did.

ass.

then i cudnt sleep.

cos isk kept elbowing my back when he slept.

and faris kept fidgiting.

in the end.

end up talking to him and saiful.

was nice.

around 5 like that din like create drama,.

comedy.

laugh until i cry sia.

haha.

i actually lazy lahh to update.

went home around 6 plus with faris,fuad,saiful,din,isk,syamir and nat.

i'm bored.

i wanna go out.

kim asking go watch movie.

maybe i'll tag along.

bf cancelled most of the plans we've planned for so long.

and it kinda ruined the suprised i wanted to suprise him with.

and everything is like haywire now.

so yah.

whatever.

like i said.

just let me go.

its useless already.

whyy disappoint 2 when you can have made only 1 happy.

get what i mean?

fcuk!

this was what i dreamt abt yesterday.

walau.

damn scary.

meeting bf at night for a while just to pass the present.

guess he only wants that.

oh ya.

happy 6th to you.

at 2:51 PM

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Due to the fact that many ppl commented about me closing the blog.

i guess i wont.

either i change my url.

or heck care~

nyehehehe.

so yesterday things got a little messy.

after which at nite i talked on the fone with zura,lisa and din.

today woke up kinda early.

rest.

then shahryl came over.

accompanied me to werk.

then he got interviewed by my manager.

hopefully he get the job.

he then went off with din and lisa.

after which i started working.

and did i mention kim cut his hair?

but still looks nice lahh.

nyehehehe.

work was ok.

since i stood at usher point and got bored.

this was what i did.

but at the site office instead.

me and nina

saliza,me and nina

this was taken with kim's hp.

that explains whyy the pics are different somehow.

tmrw got chalet.

cos nina going back soon.

cant wait.

i'm bound to have loads of fun.

at 7:27 PM

i think i hurt way too many ppl by just writing stuffs in my blog.

so yah.

i guess its time to close it lahh.

i'm just darn lazy to rechange my url again larr.

baby please believe that what i choose to do is the best for both of us.

as much as i dont want to.

i know u'll be happy.

i know u can ok.

just believe ok?

and if ever u need anything from me.

i'll b there.

ok?

listen to the lyrics carefully.

its for you.

if you really love me.

let me go.

please?

at 12:39 AM

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

There are reasons whyy i am updating this entry without a pic in the beginning.

cos this entry will contain many2 pics.

ahah.

ok so today was planin to meet bf b4 werk.

but he last min cancel it saying he got werk.

nemind.

then my manager also last minit call me saying i no need come werk.

nemind.

slack at home till night.

after which bf said he wanted meet me after his werk.

but it got cancel again cos he goin jb to buy what stuff for his bike.

so nemind.

went gv to collect my incentives.

after which.

me.kim.

lisa.din.

ayu.fai.

nina.ris.

slacked arounf gv playing around with my lappy.

and looking at the renovation.

went mac after that.

slacked till 2 am.

there was this old fat lady.

wearing swinsuit or something like that.

then walk to and fro at mac.

me and nina was like trying to take her pic.

haha.

funny sia.

at last we managed too.

then went home.

since lisa batt died.

kim having headache.

ris wanna go chalet.

and me don want bf to worry.

so yah.

so let the pics do the talking then?

haha.

this was taken some time ago.

a week or 2?

ris

isk

me. tired after work.

din

isk and nina

nina

this was taken on sunday wedding.

and this was taken today.

kim. =)

nina and lisa

nina and me

nina. me. peekaboo.

nina and me again

nina and din.yah i know. all got nina.

nina.

lisa.

kim and me.

gv under renovation.

a sneak peak of whats behind the scene.

and a lil bit of kim too. XD

kim and me at mac.

and the lady.

back view.

front view.

well all done.

cant wait for werk tmrw.

closing with khai and shun yong.

at 3:06 AM