if i spent all 30 days of the fasting month like today,i'll die of boredom.
plus adding more the the amount of fats i already have.
ugh.
i help painted the house.
i read back my previous post on my blog.
especially during march this yr .
things really have changed huh.
back then i was pretty much loved.
haha.
k seriously.
ok so i realised when i wanted to upload pics into friendster.
i look at all my new pics.
all with my gv friends.
none from nad.
none from lij.
none from farna.
none even from the bf.
that just shows how much we have drifted apart.
=(
too much free time got me thinkin.
so its nvr good for me.
hehs.
=)
i mean i read back the post on march 28 2006.
finally when i come across d one i really like.
things get really difficult.
yes i admit.
i really2 like him.
even the smallest things he do can make me smile d whole day.
yes i know.
eversince my last breakup.
i had nvr like anyone as much as him.
i like his personality.
d way he's patient.
d way he treats me.
d way he treat ppl.
d way he respects ppl.
d way he always gives in.
d way he talk.
d way he smells.
d fact tt he doesnt drink.
or go to other extend.
simply i love d way he makes me smile.
i love the feeling i get each time i'm with him.
each time he kisses me.
each time he hugs me.
each time he bullies me.
each time he calls me.
each time he tries to wake me up in d mornin.
i mean.
what happened?
guess maybe back then i didnt know you.?
and as for the other person.
guess things really changed huh.
even if bf and i dont work out.
its not like as though things would turn out like the way they were b4.
each time i read cico's blog.
i feel sad.
no.
what i meant is.
i'm happy for them.
but you know.
=(
~ and all the things you put me through.
i'm holding on but letting go of you.
i'm holding on but letting go of you.