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so yesterday i tried contacting the bf.

but cudnt.

got to find out today he was asleep yesterday.

okay.

couldnt sleep again yesterday.

as usual after waking up to an unexpected dream.

i'll feel down.

you know last time.

my ex used to say i never bothered about him.

and i never even asked how was his day and all.

and i guess i know what he meant now.

so this time i'm really trying my best not to repeat my mistakes.

and believe me.

i'm way diff back then.

like yesterday bf really was sad when i didnt wish him good luck for his exams.

so today i forced myself to be awake just to wish him.

and right now.

i have no idea why i'm feeling this low

will be working today at 5.30 at floor.

gonna be bz this coming few days.

cant meet the bf much.

cant meet nad much.

cant meet shahryl much.

so the results just came.

and thank god i pass everythink!

no supp papers for me.

hurray.

though i know i cud have done better.

cos was facing thru some difficulties at the point of time.

haha.

kinda dissapointed though.

shall strive to score better next sem.

and not let anything get in the way like it did.

Web Application Project 1 ~ B
Writing and Oral Presentation ~B
Introduction to Effective Communication ~B+
Engineering Fundamentals ~B+
Engineering Mathematics ~C
Computer Programming ~B
Applied Principles for Effective Living 1 ~Pass

and my gpa was 2.93

happy.

but not so happy.