inside i am stirring.
something strange is occurring.
its a secret i need to share.
lol.
those were lines from HSM songs.
but the fact is.
its going that way for me.
hopefully i'll get out of 1 mess.
before getting into another.
i cant help but feel its coming.
but there's just one teeny weeny problem left.
k fine.
i lied.
its major.
i'm just timorous of whats coming next.
you know.
its nice knowing you're near.
physically.
and mentally.
cos i thought living near doesnt really make a big deal.
but you've prove me wrong.
again.
and again.
i'm sorie too.
cos tt smone asked me to wait for him after sch tt monday.
i was called up last min to work.
will make it up to you one day.
sometimes i dont want to do all those things we did together with anyone else.
but after all tt i've seen.
all tt i've heard.
all tt i've read.
and all tt i've known.
i guess.
maybe its best you leave me alone.