so decided to change the skin again.
cos i'm no longer in the "love goes bad situation".
bec mine our had vanished.
yeap.
vanished.
end gradually.
perish.
flee.
haha.
k enough.
but the point is.
like baby used to say.
we are apart.
no longer a part.
get what i mean.?
so yah.
bec yesterday i told him the truth.
that i can never accept him and her together.
and i dont like the idea of sharing him either.
and yah like he said.
no matter what happens they will still b that way.
so yah.
decided to call it quits.
cant say we didnt try.
tried for 2 whole mths.
but sadly i cant.
and like she always says. letting go for other's happiness.she always says that.but found it hard for her to do.so i guess it only leaves one option left.i'll do it.instead of her.cos the bond they had.was way stronger then ours.
just come to show how much we really mean to each other.
from my eyes lah.
which i would not wanna exagerate more.
but yah.
mistakes i made along the way.
ppl i hurt along the way.
i'm faithfully sorie for what i did.
esp to that someone somewhere along the break up.
going out with nana reminds me of so many things.
and it does hurts.
but what can i do.
you'll be just another memory to me too.
just like everyone else.
with those previous ppl.
when i know there's another girl in the storey.
i didnt know y i cud easily let them go.
but when it comes to you.
as always.
everything seems like i'm doing it for the first time.
struggling.
unsure.
just like a new born infant.
whyy?
oh well.
like said.
u'll be just another memory.
i wanna make a new one.
and i'm up for starting everything back from square one.
*The love we give away is the only love we keep*