the weather today is
such a nice weather to camouflage my feelings with.
if i stand in the middle of a field
with the rain pouring down on me.
no one will know.
if i'm bawling.
or mourning. or sobbing.
or whimpering. or wailing.
or weeping.
wouldnt it be nice?
hehs.
ppl around me have been giving me
too much info that then i needed.
and i cant seem to interpret what to do.
or how to not hurt anyone.
nor hurt myself.
can i spill it all on you?
oh wait.
you wouldnt even bother to be there.
btw. happy 16th bdae feika.
my lil cuzzie is all grown up.
:)