fuck lah.i tot you were different.
but the fact is,
you're just one of them.
who rather go for somthing further.
and lose what we already have.
just another D _ _.
just another J _ _.
just another S _ _ _ _ _ _.
just the same.
i'm dissappointed too.
you said they were childish.
what about you?
whatever fuck.
ugh.
oh.
and i heard smone asked his
friends to get drunk together that night.
haha.
what happened to
get drunk till i puke?
i got S _ _ _ e.?
haha.
whatever fuck.
why the fuck do i have to hurt so many ppl
just to go after my own happiness?
whatever.
the past 2 days have been a bliss despite
whatever fuck i just wrote above.
for once let me have that heck care attitude instead
of everyone else giving it to me.
i'm gonna love you despite what's going on.