well.the meaning of each songs i put up is always true.
so this i what i'm feeling right now.
oh well.
i'm not gonna rejuvenate what i did in this entry.
i'll just press out myself here.
i'm suppose to feel free.
but why do i feel so tied down?
i want the ability to msg who ever i want
without hurting anyone.
i want the ability of going out with whoever i want
without hurting anyone.
i want the ability to call whoever i want
without hurting anyone.
this is for A and B.
i dont want ppl to act in such a nice manner infront of me.
but then turn around and talk negatively behind my back
and then give me an explanation for that.
you want me to believe you?
or the other person to believe you?
who you're trying to kid anyway?
this is for C and D.
i dont want ppl who are not involved in any situation.
to tried fit their large smart ass in.
whatever that is happening btwn me.
is only betwn me and to who ever it may concern.
dont pretend to not care.
a snooper will always be noticed.
dont pretend to say things out loud so as to make sure i can hear.
say it to me.
better still.
say it to my face please.
:)
this is for D.
i'm like hot under the collar for like thousands of reasons.
thanks to A ,B,C and D
but yeah there's karma.
maybe not instant.
but when you've been through it.
then you'll know.
despite evrything,
like they say.
every cloud has a silver lining.
:)
** you dont know whats happening within.
:)