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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

what is cute?

cute is a chipmunk?

my chipmunk.

Sayang you lah can?

i love that very cute poem you made for me.

you dont know what loving you has done to me.

despite all the hectic schedules we have with work.

with silat.

with sch.

there's always time for us.

and thats nice enough.

with you around.

its amazing how each time,

you nvr fail to convince me.

that its only me in ur eyes.

only me in ur heart.

even without words.

i dont have to worry about people

who "cant find their own guy" and wants mine instead.

cos i know u'll shrug these pathetic ppl off.

i dont have to worry about you lying to me always.

cos u're sincere and always honest.

i dont have to worry about my studies cos u'll be there.

to support me. not distract me.

not to hurt me the most esp during my exams.

i love the way you always want to make things right.

when things go wrong on tt very day itself.

i love the way you look at me in awe and pinch my cheeks each time i smile.

i love the way you console me each time i pretend to "merajuk"

i love the way you kiss me in so many unexpected ways.

the way your soft lips brushes mine.

which is always followed by tt tingling feeling.

i love the way i dont mind doing candybar closing till late night,

cos i know i'm doing it with you.

i love the way you cuddle up at night.

or the way you kiss goodnight before going to sleep.

i love the way you kiss my hands and i kiss yours before we seperate our ways.

today's another day working at cb with you.

and its even nicer to know tt.

u're only a counter away.

at 4:59 PM

[x] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend

[x] You love someone/something

[ ] You have your own room.

[x] You own a cell phone.

[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player

[x] Your parents are still married.

[x] You have more than 1 best friend.

[ ] There is a swimming pool/hot tub inyour backyard

T 0 T A L: 6

[x] You wear how you like.

[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.

[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room right now

[ ] You have never been beaten up.

[x] You NEVER cry more than twice amonth.

[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.

[x] Your room is big enough for you.

T 0 T A L: 6

[x] You have over 50 friends onfrndster/facebook/myspace

[x] You have pictures onfrndster/facebook/myspace.

[x] Your parents let you have afrndster/facebook/myspace

[x] You get allowance

[ ] You collect something normal.

[x] You look forward to going toschool/work.

[x]You don't wish you were someoneelse.

[x] You play or played a sport.

[x] You do something after school

.T 0 T A L: 8

[ ] You own a car

[x] You usually don't fight with yourmom

[x] You are happy with your appearance

[x] You do not have any failing grades

[x] You have friends

T 0 T A L: 4

[x] You know what is going on in your world.

[x] You care about many people

[x] You know more than one language

[ ] You have a screen name.

[x] You own a pet.

[x] You know the words to more than 5songs.

[ ] You don't have any enemies

[x] You are a generally nice person.(I Hope.)

T O T A L: 46

TOTAL OVERALL : 30

Now count your numbers and multiply by3

"MY LIFE IS 90% PERFECT

at 4:25 PM

Friday, May 25, 2007

think something's wrong with my tagboard.

so i put up my old tagboard.

temporarilyi guess.

so you can still tag.

this week has all been about tests.

tests.

and more tests.

every single day.

there was a test on monday.

and silat after that.

another test on tuesday.

plus silat after that.

it was suppose to be special.

but i'm sorie dear.

we're just so caught with sch and silat.

and a proj to be done on wed.

and finally a movie after for so long.

caught 28 weeks later with the bf.

and another test on thurs.

then went vivo to catch the licks 5d with nad.

bf.

and the fam,

cute seyy the show.

its like hi 5 uh.

but funny lah.

until the host likes interacting with us.

haha.

and another test today.

plus work later.

bf sleeping so soundly next to me right now.

so darn cute lahh can?

geram2 jer tgk die tdo.

cam nk gigit pipi dier.

tmrw i have to be at nus by 9.30.

haha.

the bf will be there with his sch too.

even in a room full of guys.

you'll see my eyes lays on who.

it impossible to say it only lays on you.

but.

you'll know when the time comes.

term tests are coming.

and i feel the tension already.

and i feel ever so bad.

smone's bdae is coming.

but its during my tests.

i cant afford to fail.

nor afford to see him sad either.

i didnt make our 2nd mth tt great.

and i cant let his bdae be tt way either.

at 12:54 PM

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Want to but I can't help it

I love the way you feel

just kinda stuck between my fantasy and what is real

I needed when I want it

I want it when I don't

tell myself I stop every day

knowing that I won't

I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it

even If I did I don't know If I would quit but I doubt it I?m

taking by the thought of it

And I know this much is true

baby you have become my addiction

Im so strung out on you

I can barely move

but I like itand it's all because of you

all because of you

and it's all because of you

all because of you

and it's all because of you

all because of you

and it's all because of you

never get enough

he's the sweetest drugs

think of it every second

I can get nothing done

only concern is the next time

Im gon get me some

know I should stay away from

cause its no good for me

I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave

I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it
even If I did I don't know If I would quit but I doubt it I?m
taking by the thought of it
And I know this much is true

baby you have become my addiction
Im so strung out on you
I can barely move
but I like itand it's all because of you
all because of you
and it's all because of you
all because of you
and it's all because of you
all because of you
and it's all because of you
never get enough
he's the sweetest drugs

ain't no doubt

so strung out

ain't no doubt

so strung out

over you

because of you

and it's all because of you

never get enough

she is so sweet as drugs

at 10:46 PM

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Late night laughters.
Late night cooking.
Late night watching dvds.
and falling alseep in ur arms.
makes me feel so on top of the world.
Thanks dear for being there.
esp when i needed you the most.
:)

**being sick is never nice unless you're here.

at 12:01 AM

Monday, May 14, 2007

i was labelled hulk after tearing down my gate.
and right now my dad,bro and bf are fixing the gate.
all thanks to me.
lolx.

i missed silat today.
cos i'm not really feeling well.
and yes.
upset.
i've been looking forward to mondays and tuesadays.
cos of silat.
and in the end i end up sick.
wtf.

today sch was spent with idah and sofia a lot.
and the amazing part is,
i was10 mins early for class which never happens.
and i didnt really had enough sleep last night.

on sunday my whole day was spent at home.
due to bad pms cramps.
and the bf came over.
so yes.
we spent the whole night talking to my mum.
watching dvds.
cooking.
alip came over around 2.
and i slept first.
woke up just to see smone sleeping so soundly.
so angelic.
so innocent.
lalalalala~
:)

i got to help them out.
after all.
its my fault for being too rough with tt gate.
hahahaha.!

at 8:46 PM

Sunday, May 13, 2007

hmm.

i like this song.

in a way.

it make sense.

i didnt leave bec i love another guy.

i love another guy aft you left.

aft u said u didnt love me anymore.

after you said how mature u are.

and how childish i am.

but why i didnt came back into ur life even though

there's still little bits left.

the reasons are clear.

just like this song.

yesterday went gv for a while.

bf was working.

i wasnt.

then me n nad headed to fareast.

met up with fit and ras.

an join later.

its been a while hasnt it?

headed back to tamp to send ras to her granny's.

then met up with mad and the bf.

then went for sheesha-ing.

it was 1 of the worst one eversince i started

gg there with the guys.

but oh well.

bf was there to always make things right again.

headed back to tamp.

by literally running and catching the last train.

haha.

well the girls went off to i dont know where but i dont give a damn.

while the guys went off to slack under the blk.

bf came over my place.

pass fit his stuffs then they went off

and me n bf spend the night away at my house.

watching dvds.

watched jangan pandang belakang with the bf.

hehe.

funny sey the story.

it isnt that scary at all.

and smone was so damn cute seyy throughout the whole show.

i dont want to be mean.

i was forced to.

i didnt want to hurt you.

you made me do it.

*Sape kau?

Bapak kau!

hahahaha!!*

at 4:15 PM

Monday, May 07, 2007

READ BETWEEN THE LINES DAMMIT!

at 11:54 AM

Saturday, May 05, 2007

lalalala~
its been days since i last updated.
i barely had the time.

well school has started.
finally a junior.
lalala.
sch has nvr been this great!.
i got so many diff classmates.
i got idah.
i got sofia.
i got syahiid.
i got samir.
i got aizat.
haha.
at least its not as boring as my previous classmates.
and i'd prefer not to join them back.
if there is a chance to decide.
haha.

still working my ass off at gv as its the spiderman season.
so damn many ppl.
but they're in need of staffs.
so yah.
tired.
definately.

i caught spiderman with the bf tt night.
and can you belive me?
i dozed off halfway.
haha
i gave it 3 out of 5 stars.
is a so so to me.

i want to watch the malay ghost storey.
jangan pandang belakang.
everyone in gv is talking abt it.
be it the malays and the chinese.
and it has been as full as spiderman most of the time.

everything in life is wonderful they say?

i guess i agree with that life.

especially at this point of time in my life.

i'll give you a hint.

at 2:38 PM

A reason to smile.

at 2:02 PM