yes.
these past few days,
tried many ways to keep myself from thinking abt anything irrelevant.
and yes,
isnt is ironic how much time and effort we used to collect money,
but need only little time n effot to use them?
i did.
and would have to disipline myself from repeating it again.
ever.
i've been pampering myself with sweet nothings.
too much i guess.
bec the bf pampers me a lot too.
*grins*
i know i'm gonna have to take supp papers.
no doubts abt it.
i seriously dont want to continue doing my diploma la can?
sigh.
wonder what will happen if i get kicked out of sch.
boyfriend has been very much the only one thats
with me through this difficult time.
thank you.
he's still here despite whatever shit i've given to him.
i'm so thankful i have you.
(:
lesson learnt this week?
letting go is hard.
but its easier if we have to.
not want to.
just so you know.