you know.
i'll let you in on some secrets i've never told.
you've been so much more.
then words can explain.
how you've sticked with me.
through suffering and pain.

you know.
at times its amazing.
when my friends worry,
about their bf with other girls.
be it their negihbour,
their old classmates,
their former collegues,
or even their "so called claimed" to be best friends.
yes, there's no restriction to whom you're mixing with.
i know.
Still, i feel fortunate that i have you in my life.
i dont have to worry about you with any girls.
bec each day, you never fail to convince me that i'm the only,
and i mean only girl in your life that matters.
or about other cases like smoking.
i never forced you into stopping.
maybe a little push here and there.
but i know its hard just to make it happen.
but i appreciate it that you really take the effort to not smoke at all esp when i'm around.
i thought i can nvr find another guy around,
who would stop smoking just bec a girl ask them to.
but you proved me wrong.
and you dont know how very proud i am.
and as much as i like drinking,
i wont.
bec i know you wont too.

did i ever told you,
i love the way you upper lips disappear each time you smile?
or how you eyes tends to disappear behind your cheeks at the same time?
or the way you pout each time you dont get what you want.
i love the way you always ask for a kiss.
and always expect it to be on the nose?
i love the way you put ur head on my chest eveyrtime we take the escalator.
or the way you cuddle each time before we sleep.

thanks dear for the gift.
but in case you forgot.
i'll remind you again.
to save your money.
its not that i dont appreciate you getting me stuffs.
you should know that what you've already been giving me,
is more then i could ever ask for.

yes things didnt really start off well with us.
but somehow, along the way, you've changed the way i really feel for you.
and now, it seems that nothing really matters anymore.
only you.
only you that keeps me going.
only you that keeps me on my 2 feet.
i'll dnt know what i'll be without you now.
and i dont even want to know.

you've become a big part of me.
and i deeply love you so.
Cheers to our 6th.
and always hoping for more. (: