i cant sleep.
its becoming a habit.
more like a routine.
so i had ample of time to download game trials.
and aft 2 hours of clicking,
my little fingers got too tired.
and so were my eyes.

i then read my old entries.
and cant help but compare.
how much of a different i was back then.
my feelings were very well potrayed with every entries.
and its like as though that was an entirely different person.
and i kept asking,
how did i become like this?

oh well.
so i didnt get to celebrate the national day as i was working.
oh wait.
thats basically what i have been doing this entire week.
on the 10th,
i was working at PS.
then had to work at wisma aft my break as they didnt had enough staffs.
true enough,
they had only 1.
its a whole different environment working at a boutique and a counter.
but i had plenty of fun there though.

the next morning i had to report to scotts to rearrange their entire storeroom.
super fun and relaxing.
but too bad i had to return,
as one of PS staff went mia.
haha.
after work,
me and bf headed downtown to ela's and khalis's chalet.
couldnt sleep over bec i worked the next day.


tues was jourey to d centre of the earth with amira and bf.
we pizza hut-ed first b4 that.
bec i finally got my pay.
lol.

wed was work at ny aft so long.
and ken was nice enough aft what happened on tues.
i wont retell.

and so was thurs.

yesterday was a full shift.
and yet i couldnt get horizontal even though i was too damn shagged.
weird.

i've been keeping myself occupied these days.
to get things off my mind.
i'm sure everyone have their fair shares of prob.
i just feel that it could be better if someone had ur back.
until at least, you thought so.
i'm uncertain about what i feel this moment.
towards anything.
i certainly do know what i want.
but its just upsetting.
like they say,
expectations brings dissappointment.
sigh.

should have gone with our plan today lah nad.
just bec my bf says he got no money.
we could have gone with the guys instead.
for some reasons, i feel like getting drunk.
hahahaha.
okay ignore me.

aniways.
happy bdae love.
hope every years,
it gets better then before.
ily,
(: