15 months is long time for me to think about why i love you.
and its not for the reasons i first assumed.
bec u swam in d space below my heart.
or bec u stanched d youth i was bleeding out daily.
or bec 1 day u might take care of me when i couldnt take care of myself.
love is not an equation.
it is not a contract and its not a happy ending.
it is the slate under the chalk and the ground buildings rise from .
and the oxygen in the air.
it is the place i come back to.
no matter where i've been headed.
i love you.
bec you were the 1 relationship i never had to earn.
you arrived in this world loving me more,
even when i did not deserve it.
cheers to our 15th love.
(: