for the past week,
i've been an emotional wreck.
but i guess god is fair.
one is never given more then they can handle.
and by the end of the week,
i feel much better already.
there were times when i know i couldnt talk to you.
bec i know you'll never get it.
and there were times that i dont see the point in trying anymore.
bec you pushed me too far.
and i cant turn to you when it all falls apart.
at times i didnt even know who to turn to.
lij have been bz.
and no i dont blame her.
she just took her first step into being an adult.
and really,
i'm very proud of who she is now.
and how far she have come along.
eek been buzy working too.
and i'm know she's going through a rough patch in life too.
and nadine's been there.
and i'm greatly thankful for that.
but then there are times that i rather clam it all up.
and just be alone.
i've kept myself buzy too.
to refrain myself from overthinking.
i spent most of my days outside even though it was my exam week.
i studied outside with the classmates at airport.
if not, with eugene at tamp int macd.
so i spent the last weekend studying.
and after 2 papers down,
i couldnt push myself to study for this weekend.
and guess what?
i came home the latest i've been since idk when.
haha.
i really needed it.
after the long week i've been through.
i finally met up with my babes aft 2 wks.
accompanied nadine to get her hair done.
ate.
they went shopping.
then we slacked to catch up on each other.
other then that,managed to meet up with the guys as well over the weekends.
what are the odds.
we got pulled over by the tp twice.
over 2 straight fridays.
hahaha.
yesterday was to henderson wave.
took some random rds.
then to mr teh.
we got home at 7am.
i dont wish to explain what happened last friday.
hahaha.
with few hrs of sleep,
we met up again.
and went public instead.
haha.
flyers.
simpang.
tamp.
simei.
pasir ris.
got home at 6am.
haha.
its been so long.
look at yan's act cute face. hahaha.
things got better btwn u and me.
and somehow,
it made me feel better.
i had a nice time chatting with you over the wk.
i'm really too lazy to organise this entry.
and i'm so sorry if its so messy.
i havent gotten any sleep yet.
and i've yet to study for my upcoming papers.
die!