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Sunday, June 21, 2009

A week has gone by since the tekong boy left.
its been hard being so far away from you.
but nevertheless, i'm pleased with the friends
who helped me stand on my own 2 feet the past few days.

so wednesday was to school and back with zai and haikel.
bec someone had to send his bike for repair.
finally see him taking the public transport.
hah!
we stayed back after school to discuss on our assignments.
then to tamp mall to accompany haikel eat his lunch.
or should i say, earlyl dinner?
haha.
i went home to get some rest before heading out again at night to meet haikel.
then to raffles to meet wani, jina, ju and jannah.
initial plan was to butter.
but the q was too long.
we ended up at attica instead.
haha.
very hectic night.

received loads of morning calls the next day.
even though sch starts at 3.30 pm!
usual lessons in classroom.
then to the studio for our practical lessons.
weeee~
it was late by the time i got home.

friday's lesson was at 3.30 again.
same routine.
except that i got the chance to be the camera person.
haha!
super funny!
ayie; "eh apa ELS?"
hahahahahaha!
padan muke kau.
tu lah sapa suruh tk pay attention dalam class.
XD
i went home straight aft sch to rest.
then i took NR7 to penin to meet dearest eek.
then to penin's hotel.
i cant recall the name.
but was super impressed with the outlook of the hotel.
my bro, alip and tul lead us to the room,
to meet the bdae boy (bir) and the rest.
whom i havent met in years.
including bir himself.
oh and did i mention the hotel had the most romactic view ever? haha.
so cheesy sia.
i was told by azmi that the room cost at least 300 bucks per night.
damn ex!
so another hectic night spent.
and i caught the last NR7 home bec i wanted to get some sleep before going to work the next day.

and despite feeling so restless,
i was able to pull myself together and got my butt to work.
even though my shift was at 12.
aahaha!
i slept once i got home.
and look at me now,
WIDE awake.
damn.

its sunday today.
just 5 more days.
gosh i sound so pathetic.
hahaha.

its the 5th week of sch tmrw.
means 5 more weeks to go.
before exams.
GP.
then graduation.
what am i suppose to do next?

at 12:26 AM

at 12:20 AM

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

I didnt had lessons yesterday.
my first day off without the bf.
Head over to zai's place with the classmates.
they played soccer.
while we slacked next to the pool.
then they started off by throwing Kd into the pool.
and he almost drowned!
that was really scary.
The girls got changed.
and got in the pool along with the rest.
But i got thrown in instead.
thanks.
we got out of the pool close to ten.
slacked.
then head home.

as for today.
i almost broke the record of coming to sch for 3 consecutive week.
haha.
but i came anyway.
after sch,
i went to town with jannah, ju, wani, ayie and haikel.
he wanted to get his stuffs.
had dinner.
then home since someone had pilates.
haha!

oh!
and did i mentioned i got my results back?
i'm pretty pleased that i aced all my subjects.
and its been a while since i've managed to get a hold on an 'A'.

on a lighter note,
4 days have passed.

10 more days.

at 11:18 PM

Monday, June 15, 2009

A heart is not whole without the one who gets you through the storm.

at 4:16 PM

Sunday, June 14, 2009

its been days.
so let me start.

for the past week,
I've spent a lot of time,
sitting in cars.
haha.
first was the Toyota estima.
thanks to zai who fetched and send everyone to sch the whole week.

2nd was when i slacked with rais after so long.

3rd was dad's Honda fit.
Sunday was out with the guys to kallang.
for donuts and a game of bowling.
dad allowed us to use his car.
so we did.
and the guys were nice enough to get a car wash aft that.
since dad haven't washed the car for so long.
we had dinner at bukit timah.
then send afiqah home b4 going for the carwash.

4th was yum's Honda stream.
on that same night.
to ecp then to pasir ris.

other then that,
met up with Nadine and eek at Starbucks Fullerton to slack on wed
went to the airport with the classmates on fri.
Saturday was the usual meet up with yan, heykal and fahmi and adnan.

as for this week,
everyone was bz getting their stuff for ns.
to beach rd on mon with yahya, bf, heykal and joanne.
we met fahmi in front of his camp and had dinner at ljs.

on tues,
went to sungei rd with the classmates.
then to suntec for hannah montanna the movie with bf and amira.
it was nice somehow.

met up with the guys on wed.
pizza hut.
festival park.
simpang.
then explored to some deserted playground.
haha.

i was too tired by thurs.

and fri was spent with the bf.
bec the next day,
he's going to be an NS man.
haha.
went to barrage with fahmi and his gf.
then to mr prata.

so i couldnt send him off today.
and i'm happy he and yahya would be seeing much of each other for the next 4 mths.
at least he's not alone.
i met up with the babes today.
then to the flea market at sg flyers.
but sadly i had to leave early for work.

NS is a bitch, for taking you away from me.
come home quick.
things arent the same without you.

at 12:40 AM

Saturday, June 06, 2009

you know how facebook always keeps us updated with the latest upload of photos by our friends?
i was just browsing through.
and the common theme was graduation.
and that's how it got me thinking.
and honestly,
i cant help but feel a little upset.
its normal right?

yes of course once in a while,
no matter how contented a person is,
there would always be that one time,
maybe hours, maybe a min,
where one would look back and reminisce,
be it good or bad.
then that would be the time,
when we start asking ourselves questions.
and wonder what if's.
or the possibility of anything that could happen but didnt.

like what if i had put in more effort in tp like how i'm doing with sch now.
would i have graduated and gotten a better diploma?
or what if i had tried harder during my o lvl,
would i have gotten into a better course and graduated in tp?
or what if i the 2 of us never got into this mess,
would we still be best friends now?
or what if i've never agreed to open up my heart to you back then,
would i have been much happier now?
or what if i had been a better friend to you,
would i have been your best friend instead?

then again,
everyone know there's no use
in crying over spilled milk right?
we're to cherish with whats left.
what we have now.
and for that.

i love my family.
for being closer and more understanding then they have ever been.
i love my job.
for the fun and the money that i needed.
i love my sch.
for the knowledge and the best of classmates anyone could ever ask for.
i love the guys.
every single one of them, for making me laugh my ass off.
if things were to continue at this rate, i might even en up having abs.
hahaha.
i love my babes.
for being the best grp of girlfriends i ever had.
those talks and times spent together were always filled with laughters.
and a whole lot of photo taking.
haha.
and no i wont forget.
i love you.
that dumb boy who'll never believes in every word that ive said.

at 2:30 PM

Monday, June 01, 2009

the first week of the new term flew by really fast.
which means 9 more wks before exams again.
and then comes the graduation proj.
gosh.

i attended all lessons last wk.
and i'm always tired so soon.
which by then, i'm incapable of doing anything whole heartedly.
and ts seriously pissing me off.

my fri was spent with the guys as per normal.
bec fahmi had to leave for jb on sat,
we went out on fri instead.
i head back home after lessons.
to catch up on some sleep.
and woke up close to late.
thanks to a bunch of chaotic people at the carpark.
there were some screeching and horning,
so i peep.
i overheard this man who got off his bike,
and rushed to a van,
screaming at the top of his lungs.
something like "fuck! you think you hit my friend then can run away isit?"
hahah!
there were a few big bikes alongside him.
few mins later,
came the tps on 2 bikes.
and a police car.

yan, fahmi, heykal, yahya and the bf fetched me at 2.
so i passed by the van.
and the front was totally screwed!
i wondered what happened to that guy's friend.
haha.
we went to mr prata to eat.
as i was super starved.
then took a long journey to jurong,
bec fahmi had to pick up his cousin.
by the time we got back to tamp,
the sun was rising alrdy.
haha.
so we head home.

i had work on sat.
yum came over to my blk.
then we met up with heykal and his friends.
headed to the same deserted place at changi,
but the gate was locked this time round.
so they found other ways to get in.
we managed to explore further then i did this time
as compared to the other time when fahmi was around.
haha.
we even got up to the 2nd level, turned off the lights and just sat there for mins.
we drop by at mr prata again.
and i left early bec i had work the next day.

by sun, i was totally drained out.
so i got home and slept early.
the earliest since i dont know when.
haha.

i had lesson at 12.15 today,
but was getting ready super fast.
bec zai was already under my blk by 11.
we picked up the rest before heading off to sch.
he managed to use his dad's car bec his parents were away to aust.
he send the rest of the classmates to qnstwn mrt.
so by then it was only the 2 of us, plus haikel.
headed to some car shop bec zai wanted to get something he misplaced.
then to have lunch.
he then send us home.
bf n fahmi fecthed me aft that to have dinner.
then they send me home.
and guess again,
i'm very3 exhausted.
dammit.

its the 2nd wk of sch.
and i've yet to start on any assignments.
dammit.

at 11:24 PM