you know how facebook always keeps us updated with the latest upload of photos by our friends?
i was just browsing through.
and the common theme was graduation.
and that's how it got me thinking.
and honestly,
i cant help but feel a little upset.
its normal right?
yes of course once in a while,
no matter how contented a person is,
there would always be that one time,
maybe hours, maybe a min,
where one would look back and reminisce,
be it good or bad.
then that would be the time,
when we start asking ourselves questions.
and wonder what if's.
or the possibility of anything that could happen but didnt.
like what if i had put in more effort in tp like how i'm doing with sch now.
would i have graduated and gotten a better diploma?
or what if i had tried harder during my o lvl,
would i have gotten into a better course and graduated in tp?
or what if i the 2 of us never got into this mess,
would we still be best friends now?
or what if i've never agreed to open up my heart to you back then,
would i have been much happier now?
or what if i had been a better friend to you,
would i have been your best friend instead?
then again,
everyone know there's no use
in crying over spilled milk right?
we're to cherish with whats left.
what we have now.
and for that.
i love my family.
for being closer and more understanding then they have ever been.
i love my job.
for the fun and the money that i needed.
i love my sch.
for the knowledge and the best of classmates anyone could ever ask for.
i love the guys.
every single one of them, for making me laugh my ass off.
if things were to continue at this rate, i might even en up having abs.
hahaha.
i love my babes.
for being the best grp of girlfriends i ever had.
those talks and times spent together were always filled with laughters.
and a whole lot of photo taking.
haha.
and no i wont forget.
i love you.
that dumb boy who'll never believes in every word that ive said.